Dear FutureMe,
If I read this I’m still alive and my 14 year old self writing this is proud of you💞
Epilogue
over 2 years later
Hey i’m still alive but to be honest i wish i took my life when i wrote this when i was writing this it was really only me my best...
Yralle hvea she dna iendfsr ni ugrpo rendfi life julai imet tujs won lrylae ifendr ta nt’wsa sebueca tddin’ was sarod i hre yoelnl eslco htta ym ash ta hits i so time ot. Ddi rcsea and nkthi i and him elki kitagn esbeuac uboat i jtsu itdnd’ but but it i hwne atht veha and i’m tauob nscqauaniteac i my em adn but atubo day lsilt me ielf lief apehpn fo levo touba awnt i ftare vhea my now to and ditdn’ heav eifl i 41 utb turh it rof i eatk het ot esma cuac,qnitanesa so nsfgelei htnik t’si now i eryev elrayl hda at ’ddnit yast wtsa’h aecr i ebla od me he nto i evah i’m teh my otseh gnnoa. The eenv gsoe leik ianp aawy i hurt flee enevr woser ’mi dna. Cosme salywa or ti turhs a em ni whti hciwh kacb to orem sethno ofmr yuo jtsu even adn be hpase nftdeefir. Irwte to eabl mi’ to hppay ont siht i’m ahtt kbac. F,ile em no i sihngt i iekl ym senhot swa ni it’ndd euosrsi idd tkgain ’ddtin it ti oww uesac lraely ihws ubt i i ot ksmae be ubt and i emka. Grhti gonig aentr’ lfei larley os now targe. Ym doyb with hpapy lkoo ton ro im’ het way i. Nofndteci udes i’m sa be to i jsut lmysfe tno in. In einoussnsgc-gde otl ’im of otueblr outdb dan a nviagh otl i shit yfelsm ogt lsefmy m’i nad ni arye oot a. It thynniga i adn do own os i lefes jtus nad ot’sedn hyw twih eoegthtr ew nda oenyram osnrea eommtsise nda ’sit did hte wsa nwta ot ilke be my me uaflt setmnghoi feesl me yrmaeon it aghn ca’tn it ro ewll uot eilk my eh ofenidyrb. Hvea gouhne atstdin eb my gtnhi otnd’ e’rew wlli won wath ist’ how onw like teerh sya twha ot hwta das ’ctan it got onkw eth older nowk hsa my are enoutqis kabc scuae adn tsap ustntiaio wnok i tjsu si nda ouspsdpe ubecesa htta vrye be i and i lwil ie’v me ’im grettoeh my rmoe orf fro iatw rfo lbea hwne he fro me wlli ,cakb rhoteegt like uot mhi but elefs ew egt ndee lli’ nahepdpe i trmaet rafe anmi eb gnnebnigi lla can eh tub do and neev orffe woh si rhuts otn usjt utb dan a mhi ggisetb wati dna to etg we i imh eht eacsu egiv eneb ,otl mih h’esetr cslhoo yas si tanh atth on **** dan cakb aecrds ynrgtiheev i he hngtiayn cnesi resu trghi ym nwhe i ’tsi ikle adn wnta ihst irgl ot ,eb htat we i aynthngi nac it i a mscoe mgaeden fo jtsu. Aewra nto of dna ’sti thta guohen evry i’m. To dna llit keli negcha mhi i say os mih, e’hs ’mi nda tbu rcyza ahtt ni all it anawn em tiaw eth askme v ym veha and os emsyfl rneifyobd hiwt lfee i lot ym mnsogthie saw shtta’ hvea nad a hrotw so i risft i nawan fnodu i i egt otdn’ ot own to ovel noe nda nko,w ubt ,riageamr vole onpe adn pu i i aamnzgi he saw so i drasc od tbu oersw mih nda a eilk ,sfea isda ristf i do sti’ ot nda od my ohw dyinreobf it nad ym dan gegnitt i ym siqtuoen i slto tgenryehvi ’ist loas oubta me ubacsee srtif edcitxe iwhch. Nnatghiy way loko who klie i ni lkei i ecaf ym ro t’ond d’tno i eht. I syat gheeortt areyll erofevr ot nwat us. Eroervf i tawn tihs. Awnt evfreor i imh.
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