Dear FutureMe,
If I read this I’m still alive and my 14 year old self writing this is proud of you💞
Epilogue
over 2 years later
Hey i’m still alive but to be honest i wish i took my life when i wrote this when i was writing this it was really only me my best...
Eitm orpug taht in swa frnedi ta elrlya ym her ceasueb hsa sjtu flie at sith ndd’it infsred ualij i ifrend osdar and esocl nlyelo ot hvae i tasn’w emit leayrl os wno esh. Adn rhtu 14 aket otn my vhae ym nihtk but ayts tbu to ecra eth i ceras oabut gainkt eahv at nad i nnago wtna oseth i me dnt’id i auotb tuoba i sbeceua enhw ti ltils of ’didtn wno apnphe eavh ym veha tbu dtind’ ifle nda het atth so i ellayr ubt had yda eh em ftrea reyve mih idd ifel em aceuannacitqs t’is ielk adn nad olev won i just ot niauqe,antscca ’mi ithkn sema orf do w’htsa eegislnf it utoba leba i i i’m i eifl. Hurt geos i roews fele nipa away im’ dan eevn nreve eth elki. Saylaw ni yuo just hturs erdnefift spaeh em to hitw evne ti be a hchiw ckba ermo thosen or orfm ceoms adn. ’mi to kabc m’i ot ayphp leba tno rtiew htat isht. To make be i em ilek it i acues it on i tbu tigsnh reyall eskam dtd’ni ym wow ishw uesiors dna swa ddi in t’dndi i elif, i utb ehston gikatn. Os hirtg tn’ear gtrea onw gnoig yerlal ilfe. Ym not m’i ayw oydb ahpyp oolk wtih eht ro i. Ni mysfel to sa i not mi’ be ustj oentnifcd seud. A i’m avgnhi i ebltour yrae oto tlo fo a isth in nda otl ni tgo ylmfse mfseyl -ssegcnsugienod and mi’ odtub. Me aomeynr i ctn’a tujs adn out hwti eh so e’nodst be em nwo egotehtr why idd ti it eisotmmse wsa i hte dna ilek nraseo agnh lfees dna my eflse do my ew dna tlafu htynigan tnaw it keli diofnyber ti’s mhigoents or ot areoynm ellw. Be aefr ucase ym rof ’ewre ew uostinqe eb, uot aer vene this hsa do dna loerd tawh cna tujs cbk,a i my het suppsode of rof ot hwo egheottr a ysa be niggnnbei dan trigh tnghi eth si eb him ttah dan ew nda how wlli bcak fro knwo nhwe my liwl blae iv’e cbak i elik btu eh egt si lliw i acn i **** ngadmee asd ghoune hmi and ttmear ttha em gevtyhneri eh ahve nath aitnyhgn im’ hmi jtsu geitbgs a sure to rhst’ee o,lt won inygthan ym its’ lefes atps ushtr twha nwo nda adn cemso sjut kile cuase ti ehetrtgo he dnot’ em ilrg klie not lla oasuittin ryev gto i ebne nda ehetr ew tub awnt ’tsi tath deen hepednap i wath it ceuesba efofr itwa asecdr nsiec on is vgie i fro hscloo nwok diastnt i ysa iawt but egt ehwn mih ’tanc li’l ot ainm i wokn reom. Nto fo and guoenh ist’ raeaw ahtt ’im ervy. I elef nda mih eetdxic owh ,raegiram eowrs zrcay lefmsy v sadrc ngcahe nwnaa t’si s’ti dna bnoefyidr ikle fase, eohigsntm tusionqe was a haev voel teg tifrs t’atsh so it chhwi em i open up i ym me i nda eon ubt to to ntgeeyvrih os elik ltli s’eh etintgg anawn eskma do eesacub otl doneirbfy my i nad i hvae nda ot but aols do dan nwo atiw a tfisr i ym yas wkn,o dan utb h,mi eht my od mi’ leov nad nad os ot lla thwi undfo ni atoub mih htat i adn my no’td i itsrf i eh owhrt wsa nzaigam os otls i it i dasi. Ro awy lkei the olok i i ym dto’n faec ilek atyghnni who ni odtn’ i. Yerall awnt ot ereorvf eorhegtt us ysat i. Wnta eevrfor ihts i. Tawn i ihm oferver.
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