Dear FutureMe,
If I read this I’m still alive and my 14 year old self writing this is proud of you💞
Epilogue
over 2 years later
Hey i’m still alive but to be honest i wish i took my life when i wrote this when i was writing this it was really only me my best...
Ujts ’antws emit iefnrd i i renisfd mtie ta idfner dnd’it vaeh allrey eocsl at ot ahs llyone rpguo dna ryaell hre now hes oarsd hsit ym aws file atht os ujlai ni acsbeeu. Nad adn 41 aevh i i ikel em i hts’aw stay ntihk eftra ton orf aecr hpneap sniflege ubaot itsll btu ti ym to my and do os otabu ascecatnqi,nau to jsut antw qcneaiasuctan d’idtn i vreye igtnak tath elayrl i mhi iefl turh hvae onw of eatk i t’is oabut acesbeu own hteso i flei me cares but elov veha mi’ me htink i ubtoa eth ubt idd intdd’ i dt’ind day life eht nagno utb dna nad m’i he hda wnhe i my maes at it ehav blae. Like yawa reven ’mi enev aipn geso and ruht i eth wesor elfe. Hwich ro hnoste wtih yalsaw osmce sujt tsrhu tdfeirefn a eenv you ackb and be ni aphes em to it mreo orfm. Leba m’i siht cabk tno ttha im’ eriwt yppha to ot. Kngita i ti dan kesma ,flie yerlla nit’dd it i on hitnsg ot tbu but i klei kmae in i usosier did oww nteosh ym hiws i was cesau em eb didnt’. So lrlyea giong wno t’erna tgaer flie tigrh. Ton i ro mi’ way yobd eth my ookl hitw ayphp. Usde juts cfteodnin be mi’ ot sa i yemsfl otn ni. Lmeyfs i outberl eonesgnic-susgd aeyr dan dna got in in tol lysmfe a vignah lto a i’m i’m tsih tuodb oto of. Emaorny i elwl to adn i cn’at lkei stigoehmn em tuo or ftual my eh os hte it sutj hitw ti wno aeorns ndeo’st dan od did and eb wyh oebnyfdri tnaw eelsf sit’ efels eromyan ti my memiseost me nda was hgna eilk athgniny we ehtorgte. When oecsm a tahw i’st ehva mhi usrht si eh on out adn saecu tanc’ a ym been inhtg him me igbgnnine fo ilwl ohw i ill’ **** etg rfo seuca tusnioeq ermo tshi wnko adn be teh tjus ndahpeep si my eb i wtia ckab atht lliw we rues ehnw posudpes ndee geonuh i tyighnna three oerff lla ilwl tawi ofr het to encsi ym rfea oohlcs im’ woh ttsiuniao ttha irgth able nhtngyai ainm yrve ikel yas era ti em medngea todn’ ot rtaemt hatt draces even asd er’ew tbu yneitrhevg i athw ew ti okwn nda psat akbc is onw he and isttand tanw nda ym utb ’evi tge i nath tgreohte dan fro i imh i nda ubt we adn gegitsb tog grli him ot c,kba ikel tl,o like nca geotreth onw sya rfo ont jtsu vegi athw ash lsefe do okwn eb ldore nca usjt t’is ,eb i i he ’setehr sacbuee. Ttah dan eyvr nhgueo otn fo st’i aeraw ’im. A hitw do was my yzacr i dan eht slot ebcaues tge chwih uotba btu i shatt’ my dna es,af fsrti awnna tlil os liek it qteinuso os and nda to woh e’sh mih it ghance detxcei wtroh rstfi od mhegsonti in to i and i and dna os em neop do ekmsa and tbu sower birydofne wno wita lefe say i v ahtt o’dnt me sfitr nda i was lmsefy tlo a casrd i i eavh btu he my loev vhea lal ym pu gmaaniz so ovle ’sti yneofibrd ,irgarame i m,hi sdia ot ikle soal ts’i ’im i dan noe nuodf n,owk hmi tntggei trihgeneyv i to nawan i my. Nahnyigt i ni ro i way ym hte acfe tnod’ klei hwo i odt’n loko klie. Stya su lealyr ot nwta everrof i thoeetrg. Atnw this i rorfeev. Rfveoer i awnt imh.
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