A letter from June 13th, 2023

Sujt i emit thta ualij ym nferid lceos os alelyr isth drefni ceaeubs i osrad ddit’n gurpo yellar nda ifel neloly onw tiem haev frsdeni at ta ni rhe to seh a’tnsw saw has. Evah aveh ton efli me esma wno em ady eglifnes aetk ti od idd orf i dntdi’ hrut my tlsil i qneasaictcaun, ot utboa erca obatu ta every he i i 41 nhitk laeb ym ngona utoba i my to yealrl nhkti and s’ti dna tays i atwn feli leik touba the him sjtu ’mi feli em dindt’ hnwe asuceeb i os utb ttha fo dha nda aecsr ahve tangki nda i but it thsw’a elov eaphnp ratef i’tddn i nwo ’im anntieasqccau adn tub teh hesot evah i tub. I feel oersw naip ’im veen keil eth thru aywa adn egso rvnee. Ro roem twih omcse akcb ieenfrdtf ofrm paseh to you sjtu ni neev oentsh ti ayawls ursht dan eb whhic a me. Im’ to ont to terwi atht m’i kabc aelb pahyp sthi. Itdn’d me and uaesc i i i my idd arelly no tub tub i’tndd it hoetns saw i leik amesk tikgna ot mkea lei,f nigtsh wwo be rsuieos whis i ni it. So flei geart yllrea eanr’t goign hrtgi own. Teh not i ithw byod yapph ookl ywa or ym m’i. I’m ni to i eusd cofninetd not tsuj sa eslmfy eb. I ’mi hsti ebroult felmsy in of in tlo eyra a m’i gto dan lmfsey dna a uobtd too ssceung-donegsi vnhgia otl. Eh eth feesl ew ’sti jsut ’nsedot em elki tcna’ maoreyn dan to so ghnmsoiet do ayihntng leik lwel be and yhw ym nda idd now i ym adn easron efels dyinebfro tnwa eioemmtss i aghn was ro teohtrge fautl uto twih ti it ti em eoarnym. Beceuas it know gilr **** my elrod onw seru to thta onw eungho no adn and yas tujs ihm ightr been acbk evne eilk ew my dna ays eh erhet ofr ofr wnko nweh fo i is hsa gaeednm ekli srdcae tnevrhygie lliw ened is ighnt earf m’i tge mcseo i hsrete’ wnhe eyrv itsh egt ’cant ear how ekil eausc tgbisge but be orehetgt veah fefor slocoh iawt mhi ttha iwll ton naim atnh psoeudps he i i i enbginngi em tis’ nad tbu dna vgie i nitngayh k,cba it rhttgeeo nca eabl ,eb i tiatsnd pdnehpea ubt dsa nad to tmrate tutinsioa and tsuj ptsa we hatt ihm ei’v jsut it’s he a eb secau to out orf li’l oerm bcak athw a eself iwll icsen for i him thwa twna hwat wonk lot, owh do be ’wree si lla we ’ntod i ousntqie my nagyihtn iwta adn nac me otg my uthsr eth teh. Fo arwea atht ’im eyrv honueg not is’t dan. I lot which sotl enpo wnaan i i wiat loev dan i em i do i gehrvyeitn tlli dan teixedc to sdacr tub nda etg tuoab vole aegnch sdia imh, i em mznigaa so lefe dnto’ e,fas i qtnoieus i and ym he’s aveh adn aws dna lal to my het a ti syeflm wanan iybrnefdo tub it nda ’im ahve my ist’ ays adn s’atth othwr laos was ,konw iwht os mntiogesh i so liek cuseabe dna ot do ot in but swoer i imh mih onw rzacy i pu a ritfs ym s’it eitgtgn akems owh he frsit ekli os eon ym sftir ifryondbe fduon od adn v ia,emarrg hatt. Lkoo i i afec hanynigt het o’dtn ’notd ni i wya iekl ym lkie who ro. Relaly troehgte asty us ervrfoe i ot tanw. Twna sthi vfreroe i. Foeevrr mhi i wtan.