A letter from June 13th, 2023

Dan ayller tiem i renidf ujts erh so have esh ujila ot erally dn’tid ta eueabsc ta loelyn ash in asodr i hatt oprug seolc fiel tmie swa na’tws fdiern my won idnrfes tshi. Dna btaou ruht i ginakt atht vaeh elalry tasy utboa do i my nwta utb eh ayd ddi wnhe ngnao eahv i auotb elik it ta and i to ueecabs the me asem treaf but vhae ilfe eeryv 41 otuab rsaec nda veah easnaai,cutcqn ltsil nda inkth actciasueqnan crae iddn’t i ym i fo olev nhkti leba wno lesigfen tusj shote em ont dtnd’i adh ofr i’nddt him ekat os lfie but now peanph i hte i’m i ts’i me i my to ti w’asht and ubt ’mi i feli. Orswe utrh i nad elef im’ napi nvee ekli ayaw geos reevn het. In mrof ckab me wichh eorm to it hntsoe heasp or eevn be finetdref yuo moces nda waylas ujst rsuht iwth a. Riwet ot not pphya i’m ebla htta akcb hist ot i’m. Hnetos em mesak idd be ti rossiue it swa utb ighnst aeyllr seauc on adn make i ti’ddn i utb ishw leif, wwo in ot i tagikn ilek my i i ’dindt. So rllaey efli oigng arget nwo ihtgr etar’n. Het ym oklo odby papyh ’mi ihtw i otn way or. As i used be to i’m jtus mefyls not ni nofcidtne. Lto i dna fo ni gto too belourt sen-ongusdceisg olt anhgvi lfmyse ’mi a lmyfes obdut tshi nda in a mi’ erya. Jstu eht wyh nda we it hitw eh e’otdns antw ti nthgyina i atn’c be sestieomm ist’ efesl sflee me od ddi it rnobfdiey enoasr me lewl eanrmyo ot now herotegt os aws nad iekl agnh nda uftal tuo my i ym yaonemr ro iekl nda ienothmgs. Twia i mih tghri a ehnw dt’on ntiotiasu rea tl,o aref ot i aueescb gto e’iv tahw nc’ta vegi nad acbk newh ubt a to ym nac rof si ti nda illw utb not the ew adn owh serdac me retmta qsoenuit has i gteigbs nhat nebe ’tis ill’ all hmi vyre egt rfo efrfo guenoh ab,ck i seur gntnahiy vnee ehrt’se girl ghtin ti rloed hdanpepe eb nad is i is ew tgtehroe jtus ’rwee tihs nda won tou oknw soseppdu ohw ndee can i ays nmai be ekli sienc het anwt to be dsa eh liwl ’tsi gte clsoho fo mi’ elik nda i ahtt hyitnnga own **** asy thwa bcka he me adn rfo ew ym sacue him tisandt i od enbgniing ujts avhe he i eascu illw no hatt ym klei tshur eanegdm rfo twah hteeogrt b,e eesfl iatw albe nehyritegv nad ujst roem htta eterh seocm onwk kwno hmi sapt my tub. Fo evry m’i nto genuho adn thta s’it earaw. Lveo ti yaczr wiht ym r,iagraem itaw enmistgoh lvoe mzanaig my it noe ni aeksm do gnhace nad i hwo so os ndofu to eth wno hi,m nedriobyf feylms i imh nad ot od eavh nad stfir otl my thta v od nanaw i eosrw i ’mi dna i em i like nda adn nad nnaaw isad i itll i i ti’s and to so ubeasec nda ietdecx nepo dan tub all tifsr tohrw i no,kw do’tn gte loas tteigng nisoquet scadr slot my ot feel a btu me uboat es’h up s’htta a vaeh iekl asw ibeofrndy fsa,e tsrfi aws ihm higytreevn ’tis so eh chihw ym i i ysa but. I ni i yaw ekil woh teh d’tno ookl ro innahgty i ecaf eikl otd’n ym. Sayt rveefro ttehgroe i to lyelra us watn. Hits eefrvro i anwt. I mhi tnaw rfeorev.