Dear FutureMe,
If I read this I’m still alive and my 14 year old self writing this is proud of you💞
Epilogue
over 2 years later
Hey i’m still alive but to be honest i wish i took my life when i wrote this when i was writing this it was really only me my best...
Own fiel seaebcu os tidnd’ emti taht ym lerlya she i i stw’na ahev yarlle reh to oscle hsa dna efndir jluai nfdesri oelyln mtei tish gurop at ta riendf soard ni sutj was. M’i imh ebal adn at day btu ahev atfre tawhs’ ym i cseaeub i anwt ddi just rlleay to ilef em have vhea eslenfig qsieantauccan ym craes 41 to feli fo nnoag i hda me hknit kile i oelv eavh nad dtnd’i nad i ,cansaqaneicut adn od t’ddni os etak me ’nidtd eh btu eht aems nkhti m’i i orf i oatbu otuab tno i tgakin nad ecar onw ti ewnh het tbu my file yreve etsoh i asty utb onw aoutb tlisl aotub thta i ti is’t pnpahe rthu. Apni rwseo i teh eefl gseo nerev nda leki turh evne ’mi wyaa. Em moer a ni wtih moecs veen fedeitfrn or aaywls adn uyo tjus akcb pehsa hsrut ot eb htnsoe cihhw ti mfor. M’i kacb ’mi itwre elab ot tihs yapph not ot atth. My ’ddtni btu i i i’tddn stnhig meaks did gnakit wwo i akme leik it saw me ucsea adn to ,lefi ni i ti hwsi no utb i etsonh lreyal be usseori. Tgihr oigng wno etgar os lylera eilf a’tenr. Ydbo ym ywa teh tno m’i twhi kloo or i aphyp. Ymlfes i not eb to ni stuj fdoeintnc as mi’ dsue. Ni dan too i a olt tgo m’i myslef hits dna of ni lfeysm aeyr im’ dtoub aivnhg a gdnss-esongueci ebrtolu tlo. Tmisomees uto ikel nda my my thiw efesl so aoesrn he ew es’dton neamyro diebnyfro adn or i the wno and ewll it ghan feles do me tcn’a getehtro wyh i reaonym it eb em did ot st’i klei ti sutj hnmgteois saw inahgytn adn uaflt ntwa. Vnee teh ttah setouiqn won jtsu itnnaghy ’streeh we my on siontuati and do be rfea a ere’w anwt nto bakc mtarte heva asy aspt dlreo for awth yas usre nad to secni eh my e’iv wkon eh mih emor bene of kabc si i etg ew it uto htwa ot das twai nad **** omsce kiel my my eotrtgeh and asttdni ihgrt hwne si stih ’sti rea vyer ti’s hwat get i otg gtniyhan hmi eagendm rffeo i eflse ushrt btu ilek hteeotrg wnok nda hndpeape ainm ti kb,ca liwl dna igtebsg lwil evryeigthn ttha onw nokw ievg for iggnnbeni be, rof i sah i eacdsr thgni ttha cna eh a taiw em aebl is glri utb eb jtsu i hmi anc we beseacu i oocslh ot lil’ seppudos hwo ubt nad how lla nda m’i i me klei aucse rfo otl, jstu the need hnta hrtee gohuen uaecs c’atn mhi liwl wneh ot’nd i eb. Atht not fo adn ohenug aearw mi’ vyer t’is. Do now srift a adn swreo i i v anwna iasd ym nad otl fibrneoyd i up ysa nad veah my vaeh wok,n mih htrow it kile ni hs’e dan to firts wati ictdexe do tngetgi ’ist eth oynridbfe qoeuntis rcdsa i ghcena tlso ,mih it zcyra cwhih so i lefe noe adn but to em aws ilke adn tub eesaucb eh wnnaa dan i taht nad twih i isftr epno i ym and my ot tlli teg hwo mflesy zanimga ot si’t ihm i fndou od saol d’not aobtu i ,asef gnerihvtye lla gnemtoihs a em vleo i hst’ta swa my os os veol asekm os adn rie,mgara i tbu ’mi. Dt’no ohw i yaw eth ro in i dton’ oolk ym eikl iekl i faec thinaygn. Ehotgtre i us anwt ot vreofre syta raelly. I twan roerevf tshi. I wtna imh reverfo.
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