Dear FutureMe,
If I read this I’m still alive and my 14 year old self writing this is proud of you💞
Epilogue
over 2 years later
Hey i’m still alive but to be honest i wish i took my life when i wrote this when i was writing this it was really only me my best...
I frednis ajilu ttah olnyle eindfr time elfi esh wno sha hsit sjut ecubase at wntas’ dit’nd in imte at arelyl my rupog evah hre alyrel so i ot nad aorsd idnerf cselo asw. Ind’dt nwo autbo aehv bceaesu anqics,nautace i idd tuboa dna em aecr i tub eylarl i ot 14 levo dna m’i ti buota i’m hetso yad kgtani so ubt esam like the ta tbu i to i ttah ym vhea he iaqctacsneaun lefi i dntd’i mih hnitk nhitk i i veha hwne nda teak fetar but ebal ym ecasr ganno fo ayts i’st natw own orf aehv truh i dan lfei tjsu em n’idtd nto itsll phaenp obtua i adh reevy ti em teh ym eifl ieslgnfe do and htas’w. Eefl nda eervn rewos enve soge apin ilke eht waya hutr i m’i. Whhic entohs yaswla you wtih me ro eenv ftedeinfr ni rhstu aehps mfor eb ujst ti a scmoe oemr bakc nad to. ’mi this ebal iewtr i’m not akbc ot hyppa atht to. Iersous meka ym yellra be i i mkeas ’inddt hsiw on cesua lkie li,fe hnsitg i in btu ti shntoe i ti wwo nda but did i gaiktn em wsa to dit’nd. Graet ’atrne so leif niggo rithg nwo earlly. Oydb ’im my ro loko htwi payph awy teh i nto. Udse eflysm usjt ni ’mi ont dticenfon sa i ot eb. Htis nda and lto ’im a selmyf too vgniha betroul fo tboud i mysfel im’ ni ni ryae ndg-snicesgsuoe a olt tgo. Hte dan so me na’ct tujs me i be yoreanm eikl eslef srneoa to do htwi dan why tismeesom mnoseithg ingyhnat well it aws i nahg ew idybfrnoe ’its eslfe otu ymneaor he ym ym ti tn’edos nad it nwat teoghert nda uatfl ddi won ekil or. Anht tub htta ym owkn mih ianttds onw hatw **** ym and be yas cseom tujs e’iv back ahve earf illw do eh isnqutoe tahw yanhnitg ist’ hwo eryv me for i’m acn is uonheg urtsh to is ilwl atiw mhi on now lchoos nad seur ’tis jtus ti dephanep adn feorf i ays my nat’c ot rea nbee he i ownk odlre i adn otu engginbni c,abk nad hte terengihvy igtnahny liwl etg hrtig l’il ehtrgoet sha em can eilk ecdrsa rttema ogt wtia dan nami acsue odt’n vgei it ee’thrs twah lkie uabeces i sjtu ,be rhtee gte henw rmoe we all eerghtot who ton ilgr ofr teggisb dan imh eht hatt a i si dsa orf we onwk t,ol he my i nede scuea evne a to able re’we atsp cneis of ew geademn henw efesl i i sttiaioun btu i ospeusdp nda ihst be ubt mih ntihg ilek nawt eb rof bcak tath. Ont rvye fo adn nhogue that erwaa si’t im’. Nttegig pu ubt aniamgz sacdr elfe love olt st’ath eilk so ot tbu ubtoa to i s’it ym aws nwaan asy afse, dan neop ecesabu dyribofen nad i frist to tsi’ i a who asw uistneoq v mih nhgeca a adn soal iatw h,im i i all enhgeiryvt i ym my dtxiece h’es so eon i nda which me i ekli slto od in aisd btu i nodt’ razcy i ovel howtr imh rstif and ot nad ttha od so yordebfin it get em dan a,rieagrm nnaaw vaeh i hte it itll rwoes i ,okwn dan eh nda mi’ so do ym ritfs inosmetgh amske whti ahve my onw dan ofndu efsmyl. ’tdno ro eht elki aygtnhni ayw elik i afce kolo i ni ym who i tod’n. Us yast ohetrget to ayller i errofev anwt. Thsi i ovferre ntaw. Tnaw ihm i vreofre.
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