A letter from Jun 10, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You are 18, I can't believe it. I really hope we managed to get any of those scholarships and had the chance of leaving the country, but if we didn't is alright, don't be sad, you still have college and all this **** yet. I hope Mom and Dad are better now, I would write more but I'm not in the mood of crying more. Oh, and our dream of writing? How is it going? Is one of our most realistic dreams I think. I'll write a big letter later, I'm going to write my essay for a scholarship rn. Don't forget me, the little boy that I hope is still there, take care of me. (that's definitely not a reference to the new Spiderman movie)

Epilogue

4 months later

Dear Past Me,

I didn't get to leave the country, or anywhere as far as 50km radius in the past 3 years. I'm really sorry bud, I know how much...

Edrdaem eenisg gnttgei nd(a ouy a nswo), fro fo viagnle ta of yaw,a bti tesla.
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Nyol pgrroam got mseurm rsaipatl tub aphslosrh,isc smeo i. Slle 'im hatt tudnclo' but mhi linlcnf,iaay etg yorsr i,bt rorys sius,bens thwi ttha egorscsn dou'y dd'as ot im' pssroeim dluow eary htat het phoe ahd odlwu g,o ro too thigns iylafln orf tup oot abck he uoctdnl' aorvep utp oyu taht udwol erya ihs in ludwo nxet ymtpe ayer tath rwold ytepm tge a ttah anerrt,i ptu dna ese rtteeb taht snxp,eivee wla you tafer.
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Mmo add aer ,wno nad betert ndika. Mhuc tehy ehac less lyaler t'ndo aonm,eyr ta ighft oreth tsuho. Utb eebrtt, ym ot hpnaiitolrse tllsi etro,h eefl dha ot ihcwh i i olok is look o'dtn iesseo,tmm is okwn in eilf inctrea htwa aryell ehlhyat neics a eno elki a ni osytml ,ktal ,ywa i envre btu dsupospe ,ekli they to ahce oidav pu.
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Si koaebdyr tirngiw si a wke,e fo utboa otn marde a 'im trtsnaig vel,o but r,nbeok nemyora, 'im do'tn yaaw geclole tbi, job xten ioninsairpt in uor rfo our tn'edos ddaef i nad thi sercou lilst eatnsopsai larley her,e a. I'm osryr so. My to go nroo(tot i ti ltsil reuo'y ynu ot rylela rwok tdwnae imlf hsolo,c csohol but flmi dn'dti dna ,rmeda).
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Nda elfe heop bmeerrme thta leah ant'c evne erhe swa ym tsbe irncleyta ,cna viome esteh hitw waya, het aslo lilst if i em rsesoinv yaw ptas hraeps ,oeemsmtis fo fesl oto i leik dgianf ncnreifgree nda wath ahtt i pnmarseid dchil i veen is ot i try ,satf i ehery't.
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Twih em vole -.

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