A letter from Jun 10, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You are 18, I can't believe it. I really hope we managed to get any of those scholarships and had the chance of leaving the country, but if we didn't is alright, don't be sad, you still have college and all this **** yet. I hope Mom and Dad are better now, I would write more but I'm not in the mood of crying more. Oh, and our dream of writing? How is it going? Is one of our most realistic dreams I think. I'll write a big letter later, I'm going to write my essay for a scholarship rn. Don't forget me, the little boy that I hope is still there, take care of me. (that's definitely not a reference to the new Spiderman movie)

Epilogue

4 months later

Dear Past Me,

I didn't get to leave the country, or anywhere as far as 50km radius in the past 3 years. I'm really sorry bud, I know how much...

Drmaeed a(nd of aw,ya tib of tngetgi nvilgea aslet you ta wso)n, rfo ienseg a.
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Oynl i eumsrm tub otg islartap scpihsh,saorl aomgprr omes. See ouldw ni taht loudw d'sad rowld m'i ish 'douy emsspiro eyra mi' sneus,sbi egt ulwod ot oot tge ihm thta ackb inhtsg oto taht lels aery had eohp yorrs e,iartrn n'dcolut dna eivnesp,ex tup utb fro oerpva tup ro twih eth dwolu thta tberet ,tib atth ersgocns eh ptemy upt reya tclond'u tymep cln,fniayial a lainyfl go, wla oyu ttha orysr tnxe eftar taht uoy.
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Omm now, niakd rea dda dan etbetr. Tehy ton'd y,onarem htfig oerht ta alrlye utohs chea hcum slse. Tub icnrtae noe h,tero a kool what rylela ahhyetl k,alt ot illst ,lkei i loko nowk eilf t'nod i pu lkei elfe a anltseorphii ym m,iteosmse odavi ni btu ahd rte,bet they erenv awy, to ni doseupsp i hciwh si soylmt ecah to cinse is.
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Is osirtpinain otn aneipsatso lalrye 'mi tdo'n tsdeon' myoe,nra h,ere tbu a obj i aawy ruo mi' is adefd txne keew, inrigtw uro ebokryad love, amdre sceruo ofr dna atuob ni b,ti litls eloclge e,okbrn a argntsti of a tih. Sryro os i'm. Itlsl dtanwe ot oon(otrt ,d)raem ot adn i nuy btu imlf go sclhoo, dntd'i rwko ohlosc rellya mfil ti ym yroeu'.
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Eevn whta was elfe to moiev saeprh wya i i smetie,mos c,na i fles i hope laeh staf, si htta gadfin of i i gcefnneirre tna'c if esirvnso setb oot my ryt like bemreerm wtih ytelrainc reeh tisll tath apst me thees nda yaa,w eth amespndri ete'hry hlidc asol and evne.
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Ihtw em - eovl.

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