A letter from Jun 10, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You are 18, I can't believe it. I really hope we managed to get any of those scholarships and had the chance of leaving the country, but if we didn't is alright, don't be sad, you still have college and all this **** yet. I hope Mom and Dad are better now, I would write more but I'm not in the mood of crying more. Oh, and our dream of writing? How is it going? Is one of our most realistic dreams I think. I'll write a big letter later, I'm going to write my essay for a scholarship rn. Don't forget me, the little boy that I hope is still there, take care of me. (that's definitely not a reference to the new Spiderman movie)

Epilogue

4 months later

Dear Past Me,

I didn't get to leave the country, or anywhere as far as 50km radius in the past 3 years. I'm really sorry bud, I know how much...

At rdadmee a ay,aw a(nd tbi ns,o)w ouy geisne gtgntei vagniel rfo elast fo fo.
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Mmrseu srpliata utb i chhirpssalos, yonl orrmpag ogt semo. Oyu sad'd utb ese dy'ou the hisngt pheo oldunc't uoy ttha rysor a gte atth sryor year atht yare yn,aillcnaif drowl adn upt law iaynllf lwodu put ihm ympet ldwou tath ttah ixpv,eenes rvopea mepty thwi kbac atth ebtter adh 'im sih ecorngss in eary teg og, hatt oto oto lowdu afert or elsl put to rof orpimses i,nretar mi' he txne 'ntcduol ,bti uldwo s,bsinseu.
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Dda w,no etertb aer mom adn dnkia. Tyhe hcae gihft elalry eorth at hutos nto'd mhcu royaenm, lsse. Solymt ni enrve hehylta ym lkoo od'tn lefe immeotse,s ciens like reebt,t kool vaiod flei ,ielk yeht i i btu to dah in ltoiaipnrhes a to whta a updpsoes pu et,hro eon ahec si wy,a ,klta wnko btu hiwch eictnar i llraye ot is tilsl.
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Reylal tnxe itsll aoirtpsiinn hre,e tub aenspisoat uro si orf igtnriw a glecoel tih a a i tignsrat suoerc ,leov tuabo aawy b,kreno t,ib 'im aydkbroe is m'i nad 'estdno raedm ek,we our ni on'dt fo o,remany dfade jbo tno. I'm royrs so. Llsit hcslo,o ,e)dmra it lifm hlosoc nda to nt(tooor enatdw y'ouer to nyu ubt my ndid't kowr i alrlye mifl og.
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Hwit ereh keil oivem yaw asol htta sapt eeberrmm oehp me dna teh nidgfa nad my i fi ast,f tsbe i neev et'ryhe i htat i fo hale llsit cidlh einorvss mesesit,mo eenv egineerncrf to i tc'an too w,aay htese feel si aws elsf ,acn thwa sieadnrpm esphar trlieynca yrt i.
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- htwi em levo.

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