A letter from Jun 10, 2023

Dear FutureMe, This is ash, I got a letter from you on my birthday 4 days ago. I talked about liking Eli and things like that. I was in 4th grade I think when I wrote it. I’m going into 8th grade now, it’s summer currently. My birthday party is today at roaring springs which is exciting. All the 7th grade girls plus Anna, Ella and Tesla are coming. But the only male who could come is Jackson…. So he is going to see 12 girls in a swimsuit yay. I am currently dating Gregory, he is 15 and a lot older then me but it’s ok, I convinced my parents to let me date him. He lives pretty close to me which is nice, I really really really like him. He is so kind and funny and amazing and sweet. Like he always helps me though everything. He is perfect. Hey gave me his hoodie recently and made me a necklace, SO SWEET! School ended and he is going into high school so I won’t see him at school…which makes me reallllyyyy sad. But it’s ok, maybe we will make it though it. Seth is an absolute *****, i hate him. He is annoying and a ******* idiot. I dated him for a while. But I can’t handle him now, he is so mean and is constantly getting mad at me or trying to piss me off. We had a good relationship, it was perfect. But it’s obvious he wasn’t the person he said he was, there was so many red flags I didn’t see. But that’s over now so it’s ok. Devon is my best friend right now, she is amazing. I’m having some problems with Ella, she is always making me feel less of myself and like I’m not really me. Like I have to be someone else. I always feel stupid and dumb around her even though I shouldn’t. Lily is also really nice, she left the school which is so sad!!! But we will still keep in contact. A few days ago I went to see a new therapist, she is really nice. I really like her. So I think I will continue to see her. But it made me realize when she was asking me all these questions, that I really need to work on myself. I’m broken😂 and it’s not good. I just don’t know what to do about it. Also my parents are ******* meeeee. I can’t get any social media but I really only want Snapchat. It’s ******* me that I can’t. Everyone has it and I feel so stupid and small. Anyway, time for the questions: Are we still in the same house? Do we still have Emma and Charlie, how are they? Did cally die? Are Devon and cooper still dating? (Again) How’s Tesla? Are Hayden and Bailey still good? DID ED SHEERAN RELEASE ANY NEW ALBUMS!!!!!! Are we still doing swim team? Did the government ban TikTok😂😂😂 Am I allowed to have social media yet? Do I have my own bathrooommmmm!!!??? Am I still dating Gregory or did something happen? Is my room still the same as it was when I changed it on my birthday? If I don’t like Greg anymore, who is it? (If anyone) did I actually learn how to play piano maybe? Did I explore my style? Was there a zombie apocalypse? Do I have more squishmallows🤩🤩 do I finally look like how I want to? Am I more confident? Who are my friends? Anyway that enough with questions now for basics: Favorite animal: pig, chinchilla and dog Color: periwinkle and orange Place: A pool Weather: warm rain or 60-70 degrees cloudy or very hot with pool Person: Devon, Tesla, Greg, ed Sheeran Flower: rose Food: la tapa Tia burrito🤤🤤 Songs: tongue tied, love is gone, 5 foot 9, formula and all ed Sheeran songs Hobbies: Tv, Bracelet making I kinda have to go now to get ready for my party but….I love you!! And I’ll see this soon. Can’t wait to see how you have grown😘