A letter from Jun 06, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey there, you’re turning 20 soon and I feel nothing but stuck and trapped I’ve always had a good look to the future, always Carried hope but it’s getting too dark now and I don’t know if I can stay hopeful for very long, I don’t know if I’m going to be alive to read this. Despite everything I’m still very proud of myself, I know I’m tough but jeez man I want to rest I want to be able to live and feel alive, I’m so sick of misery, I’m sorry if this is too negative but I’m just speaking honestly. If you’re alive and reading this I know you’re still pushing and strong, that’s who you are and honestly it’s really annoying sometimes. I hope you’re living and passionate about your days I hope you have peace and tranquillity I hope your days are full of love and adventure, if it’s not this is your reminder to chase that. Do it for me and for the younger versions of me, **** everything that’s an obstacle do not be selfless. I deserve better and so do you. Chase it and I’m proud of you.