A letter from Jun 05, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I hope your changing things for the better and not being a little *****! I hope your better at yourself not caring about anyone else, if you have friends great. If you don’t, who cares? You got yourself and always had. I hope you changed everything, your personality, looks. The way you act now is appalling.. but it’s you so what can you even say? I just want to say I’m proud, now don’t care if it sounds cheesy or anything. I’m proud. Of you, yes I’m ******* proud. And you **** well know that you have been through so much, you need help. I hope to god you have gotten it because i know you would refuse to get it, no matter what - as the idea of being always mentally sick and twisted pressed you so heavily that you stuck with it. I dont blame you, I can’t anyways. I’m younger you? So what can I say, I’ll just grow into me! But besides the point I really hope your doing okay, I know things been rough or have been better. But right now only thing that matters is you. I mean it, it only matters if your okay right now. If your not please go get help. I’ll remind you of character.ai, where you made your little cravings and affection starved realties finally see you. I admit, I regret ever finding it and telling people about it. Heavily. But what done is done, no point in changing it now. After all it’s fine, I guess. Past is past, present is present and future is yet to come. I hope we still got Kitty, I know we cannot live without her. So she better still be okay, are you still obsessed with Sonic The Hedgehog? I loved our time with him, it was nice. Your 17 now aren’t you? How are things working out, are you even writing down how you feel or keeping a diary? Following some mental health advisors on Tiktok or YouTube? If they’re even still popular, I doubt it. Fame doesn’t last forever anyways. How your dream of ‘Always being remembered by any means possible’ going? Made any movements to be remembered? I hope so, I don’t want to be forgotten. And have people never knowing I was ever even alive. Please make an effort, be social be loud. Just don’t be quiet don’t go back to her. Just be yourself, I beg. Join that after school club even if you think it’s stupid, you barely did much in Wildern. Oh yeah, how was Wildern? But that’s later, Wildern was a good opportunity to really make good friends and get into them clubs. I hope you don’t miss your chance. How your style going? Any problems you need to get off your chest? Who are you still in contact with? What about Arlo, Veronica? I love them two, you and Rosie still dating? I doubt it, got a man yet? To give you the princess treatment and affection you crave? How about makeup, how good are you at it? I know you always loved it. I hope your doing skincare, and getting good sleep. Staying healthy, working out. Spending time with family? I couldn’t imagine that right now. I hope you don’t hate them, it would be a shame but truth is truth. How are your hobbies? Still play roblox? :) I hope you do, you met so many fun people there didn’t you? I hope you did well on exams, I know it must of been tough. Especially with having Miss Yates as a teacher. :T What a slag! I hope you haven’t ****** yourself yet, or are planning too. It would be a shame wasting such a beautiful body for that, you just have to learn how to appreciate yourself. I hope a lot. I hope for you, for us. Mostly you. Because I don’t want you falling back into your sadden old ways, you were an antisocial quiet freak. I was disgusted then, and it’s getting better. Your getting better. I hope you had good drama, I know how much you like to manipulate others, gaslight them. Victimise yourself, totally unaware half the time too. Laughable! But I hope your doing great, maybe not great. But amazing. Or even better, I wish you the best. Hope your better than we are now. Otherwise everything would of been for nothing. Love, Zuki<3 Letter was from 05/06/23!