A letter from Jun 04, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I think one of the most painful things is learning that you’ve only ever been loved conditionally. It hurts to even think about. I want to feel worthy, and most of all I want to feel wanted. I want to be looked in the eyes and told that I’m important to someone and not just another place holder for the next best thing. It’s lonely constantly having to pick yourself up. I wish I was tougher but after 22 years of being the last resort I’m starting to get pretty tired.