A letter from Jun 04, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I just want to say freshman year has taken a toll on me and the only person who’s been here to help is me. I honestly don’t know when this will me reminded but I just want to talk about how I want the future to be like and how my emotions are right now. Me and Haeri are talking again and Luis has broken my heart, and Haeri came to heal it so please tell me you didn’t break his heart in any way. And how is mom doing? Is she finally in real a state and making money she likes to make? Are you making money you would like to make? I hope your mentality and physically doing good. Do you have your dream car? That’s lowered and everything and has nice chrome or white rims, your hatchback or your civic?? Your Lexus? I really hope so because you love cars well I love cars in freshman and that’s what kept me going. I hope you’re having fun in life and doing what you’ve always wanted and I know you can because you’ve always thought of making a change in money in the family on moms and dads side. Future apartment? Too soon?? It’s okay you still have time to get what you want in life. Take care of your mental health and physical health. Maybe you’re less lazy then how I am now. But just know whenever you are lazy get up and go do something maybe hangout with friends and if you don’t have any spend time at the beach watch the sunset like I’ve always wanted to with a friend or loved one or even by myself. Also how’s Levi the rat, he ugly rn he better be cute in the future. And your ugly sister what’s her future like rn? She’s annoying rn and lazy but she been doing random stuff for me when she feels bad oh yeah yesterday last night I had the worst cramps everrrr. But they’re somewhat gone now. Keep lani around, I hope she’s still friends with you because I will be mad, unless something happened. She’s having trouble with Logan but I’m gonna let her do whatever she wants because he’s a bad person. I just know I’ll love the future Deliluh and I know you will become something nobody could become in the family because they were so busy in their younger days jollying somewhere. But you I know you you are focused and determined and you better still be. Make money, love the people who love you, don’t put nobody first unless it’s family. Second priority is money and mental health. And once you feel like everything is complete buy yourself a xl pit bull or save one from a high **** shelter because you’ve always wanted to. Or you can always have a dog during your journey but just know your journey has not ended and there’s so much more ahead. Whatever comes into life you deserve to grow and learn from it. I hope you’re in a spiritual place right now still like how I am now, but I do hope you never stop being spiritual. And if you do please cleanse your aura and do it again it has taught me many things in life. Do you love trees still? Like them having some kind of energy that speaks to you? Deliluh I really appreciate me now because I’ve been trying to be positive about everything so it makes my life easier. Remember to be positive no matter what situation because being negative will really never change anything. Look at the world now compared to the past is it different? Do I still have the same baggy fit style or whatever? Are you still lowkey emo or listening to Xavier Wulf/Ethel Wulf and $B or songs that calm the mind? Or ***** metal?? I’ve always thought I’m different from everyone else is that still true? I really hope I am because everyone now wants to be the same as everybody else. If you haven’t lowered your car lower it now. Be different!! Here’s some songs I listen to now. Do you also have a sound system in your car?? You better I love those things. https://on.soundcloud.com/cDuBJXWeP8D3ZMdC8 https://on.soundcloud.com/G2E9hkcGP1qZFyLv6 https://on.soundcloud.com/XGQac7ZkqywbEXXG7 https://on.soundcloud.com/9JeSLeTgXs3MSqPD7 https://on.soundcloud.com/WRTKYELUFgYHMyxS7 https://on.soundcloud.com/m6b3wiwvKirHuGHx5 https://on.soundcloud.com/wfRUBWQLXJdHymuAA https://on.soundcloud.com/JvXkHa95m17Hkz958 https://on.soundcloud.com/6oKdZ5SqoUCxtidz7 https://on.soundcloud.com/i2KWrVY3TXuKVNnJ7 https://on.soundcloud.com/zimyGzumacc4girTA https://on.soundcloud.com/tZ3fkgR3oimFpAGB8 Get along better - (feat. Ty dollar sign) Drake Lonely road - Chris Travis Since way back - Drake (feat. Partynextdoor) Preach - Drake (feat. Partynextdoor) Rabid - Mortican Zombie apocalypse - mortician Ex factor - Lauyryn Hill H E R - Yung bruh Girl from Ipanema - Lisa Ono Whole album (side effects ep) - Chris Travis Whole album (Wolf gangs Rodolphe) - Ethel Wulf Hurts me too - Faye webster Whole album (3) - Destroy lonely Tonight - Artie J Focused on you - Eric Bellinger Drive by - Eric bellinger Whole album (partypack) - Partynextdoor Whole album (x) - Lucki Whole album (sail out) - jhene aiko You - (feat. Travis Scott) Don toliver The zone - The Weeknd I need a girl - trey songs I can’t really remember anymore but just know whenever you’re going through something just listen to those songs. Or if you just want to listen to them to get caught up on life. Don’t get distracted by men or the negative in life. You got this!! If I’m strong now I know you can be stronger later on which is you now. Thank you Deliluh never regret things because they always teach you something in life. Do whatever makes you happy, love whoever loves you the most and makes you happy. Leave the people who don’t give no serve in your life. Go ghost if you need to to make your money and focus but always be there for someone even yourself. Let’s keep going!!! WOO!