A letter from June 3rd, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I think my boyfriend don't really care about me, not interested, no efforts. Well maybe everyone is like that, only care if I'm with my beautiful face but not with my **** face. I hope in the future, I will have someone who I can share all moments I have, every feelings, every emotions, every thoughts, and truly love me. Like what I feel for myself, for my appearance, to my chikas and get jealous haha. Idk why when I told my bf that I kissed someone which is only a prank he told me why will he get mad? Like wtf, so yeah embarrassing moments but atleast now I know that I won't like to make this relationship last longer because I don't want to end up with a man that don't care to me. A man that is not there when I need him, don't try to be with me in my downs, can share me with others and don't care or worried to me. I don't need a man like that. So, starting from now on, I won't say a word about myself to him. I have my future me. I can say it to myself too. How ironic. I promise that to myself too. He is a hornydog too btw. (Idk why I like, but not marukop). And just to add, he forgot our monthsarry hahahaha