A letter from June 3rd, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Chapter 3 **** It's been almost 5 days since I met my friends(apoorva and koyna). They are like my painkillers but u know that painkillers have side effects. The worst side effect of this friendship is that my bfff has so many friends( ofc apoorva). You can't even guess how many friends she has and how many I have. The worst thing is that she is friend with that haaarssh guy and she never talked with him until we were in same tuition. Yes that's right, we were in same school and same tuition. So basically I had to see him in school and even tuition. Apoorva was doing everything intentionally. She thinks that I don't know about her intentions but guess what I know every person's intention whenever I meet one. Everything was going fine in 9th std as I didn't have to go to school bcoz of u know covid. And I even forgot about that boy but my bffff she is such an evil, she told me that he is in our tuition and started sending me pics of him and all. I was so devastated by her actions. If I was ever in her place I wouldn't have done this whatever she did. Just leave it alone.🥺🥺🥺 She still doesn't stop making my life miserable by talking about him and all. Last Sunday she made me see his photo in which he was riding a car and even though I just got a glimpse of it I couldn't stop thinking about wishing that car to be me. 🤤🤤 Oops a little horny I am Ig. Apoorva is such a ***** she even made me see his house even though I never wanted to see it and I was so shocked that he lived so close to me. Whenever I saw his new photo which I have never seen or even talked someone about him he would come into my dreams. And I regretted every morning that he was in dream. I guess that's it for today. I hope I would move on from him and wish that he would never come in dreams bcoz his dreams are like nightmares to me for affecting my normal life.