A letter from May 29, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hello future me , it's 12 year old you from 2023 about 2 years ago. you'll probably read over this message and think ts is corny but hey 🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️ gotta do what u gotta do. I hope Ava and Alannah are still in your life because they are very real friends and i don't think you should let them go. Are Ramello and Elijah still in your life ? if they are please don't let them go because my biggest dream rn is to go on late night drives with them when I'm older. Hopefully you're going to the school you wanted to and you're still in touch with Natalia she's a really important person because she was the one who always understood u and never made fun of your self harm marks and was one of the only ppl there for u when it came down to ur suicide attempt on April 20th 2023 and she helps a lot with boys. Ramello is a really important person to me rn and I don't wanna lose him. I hope highschool is going good for you so far I'm just getting into 8th grade but it's summer break so I don't have to worry bout nun rn. I hope you have ur drivers license by now and have a job and making the money you should, I hope you have the right circle when it comes down to friends and ppl you hang with considering I only have a few friends right now, hopefully you're happier now because you're not doing the best right now, I hope Bentley is still around because he is laying with me as i make this email and I do love him so very much definitely my favorite dog ever, I hope you're still shooting to be a nurse because I really wanna be a nurse JUS IMAGINE THE SMELL OF THOSE **** GLOVES **** was traumatizing. rn I'm definitely a ***** and don't wanna fight nobody but if u gotta fight THAN FIGHT everyone will forget about it in 2 weeks. I hope you're with a really nice loving partner right now and hopefully ur parents have learned to accept that ur growing up. Please treat that person right and hold them tight while you can because it could or couldn't be forever but you could never tell the future. zay should be like 10 11 or 12 rn right ? that's crazy because he's 7 right now it's just wild how time flies by like that. Have you fixed your gap yet , any braces or anything? that's your biggest insecurity right now and if you didn't fix it I hope you've learned to love and accept it. Is kiki in your life ? she's a great friend too. It's a crazy concept that you're reading this September 30th 2026 and I'm writing this May 29th 2023. Zaniyah please understand that suicide is never the answer, please jus try to thug that shii out 🤦🏽‍♀️ Is your favorite artist still rod wave or has it changed ? I hope you still like R&B or I'll seriously be disappointed considering that's your favorite genre right now and has stood over the same opinion FOREVERRRRR. BRAELEN!! is he still in your life he's really cool and funny and I hope you guys are still friends. You guys are like the same people but different bodies it's crazy. REMEMBER WHEN WE USE TO ALWAYS SEND EACH OTHERS DOGS TO EACH OTHER ? hopefully you've grown your hair by now and made it more healthier , you HATE it right now. Please cry while reading this and think of how u remember the exact day u wrote this and it's so nostalgic now. Please write another letter to our future selves again but we're all grown up. being a 12 year old girl is really hard actually lmaoo wouldn't have expected. I'm so mad I grew up too fast and I'm way too mature for my age. Anyways, that'll be enough for now hopefully I can write some more soon but I will be sharing my thoughts overtime. Zaniyah , signing out - May 29th 2023 12:17 AM