A letter from May 27, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Right now and this year a lot has happened to me. I’ve been through a break up. I’m due to move to London tomorrow, I’ve lived in my own flat reconnected with my sister, a lot has changed. Right now I’m feeling scared nervous and lonely as I’m doing this all on my own. Yes I do have the support from family and that’s been amazing but ultimately I’m doing this on my own. I hope when you read this that you’re in an amazing place and an amazing mindset because I have massive hopes for us. I always thought you would be extremely successful because we have such a strong mature and ambitious mindset. We’ve always been independent so I truly hope when you’re reading this life is as you want it to be. If things haven’t worked out as planned, that’s always okay because we used to say it will always work out for me. The “universe is rigged in my favour I just need to keep persevering and a have patience”. I want to briefly talk about my recent break up it was with a man I live with the first time in my life and it lasted a year. Now that we broken up I know it wasn’t meant to be, but I still felt down and lonely, because I unfortunately don’t have many friends at the moment. I know that we are going to make so many connections moving to London. I’m hoping that I make some new best friends. I’m hoping I get along with my flatmates. I’m hoping for a lot. Future me, I hope you’re everything I’ve looked up to. Even if you’re not just know, I’m so proud that you’ve made it. We have been through so much and there were times where we wanted it and look at us now surviving. I love you lots and I don’t tell you enough. You are everything. You are strong. You are powerful. And you deserve the world. Love R x