A letter from May 25, 2023

yo Ahmed in senior year. or hey I dont really know how to start this but im you from towards end of freshman year just about 3 weeks from the end of it and I just wanna see how everything is going now. uhm I dont really know why im nervous to make this but I am. okay imma actually get on with it and start asking questions. first off how is mom and Asser doing? I hope they're doing great also how is dad I know we never really liked him but he is our dad and we should atleast be talking with him, also I'm not really sure whether I say you me or us but I hope you get it either way lol. alright uhm now that the obvious questions are gone let me ask you if we got a girlfriend yet, maybe an emo girl or just a girl we find pretty, also if we dont have a gf by now that would be pretty sad lol but we will get it one day man. also what is your max bench? currently mine is 95 lbs and I just failed the 100 lbs max, hopefully we can bench atleast 2 plates by now, I hope we are still going to the gym and lifting cause I don't want us to be fat cause that will be terrible (if you're fat stop being a lazy piece of **** and do something with your life man). Anyways I'm pretty scared on what's to come in the future and how life will be, speaking of life what do you plan on doing after highschool? and is our handwriting still **** man Its crazy to me how my handwriting right now hasn't changed since 3rd grade dude, oh yea did you end up going to the trip to japan? and was it fun I'm looking forward to it but not the long flight lol, also how is our friend, are we still friends with Partap and Yujia, did we make more friends (hopefully lol) and wait do you still play valorant? if so are you atleast immo cause it would be sad if after like 3 years we are still gold-plat lmfao. man I really dont know what to say but like just how are you man? are you doing alright, I hope you are and if not please keep pushing through it if we dont have a girlfriend right now we gotta get with those college baddies bro. oh and what type of music do you listen to and have we been to a playboi carti concert? wait did he finally drop an album yet or are we still waiting on that mf to drop another album. are you still able to speak japanese or did we fall off after getting the 2 credits needed for language? oh did we make a lot of memories during highschool or did we just keep to ourselves cause that would be upsetting. uhm honestly im running out of things to say but i dont want to feel dissapointed in this later on. hold up this is the most important question yet, are we failing or are we passing with good grades (don't be a super senior bro please). also I know right now I dont feel like im an insufferable little **** but did you improve as a person compared to how I am right now? or are we still the same. do we still have the long hair or did we cut it or grow it out? is it healthy? and did we finally convince mom to let us dye it whatever color or is she still saying no to it. omg I dont know how I forgot to talk about this what is our car like is it a ricer car or is it stock? does it look nice? okay imma ask a silly little question but are you a virgin? or did we finally get some? also did anything scary/ dangerous happen to us? man im so nervous for some reason, I mean maybe cause im talking to myself in the future but like it's just so crazy how I know we are gonna change a ton and I'm scared but so excited for it, also are we good or bad at driving, and do we plan on moving across states? or are we gonna stay at mom's house for a few more years? just remembered a big question, are we broke or do we have money? cause if you're broke imma be really disappointed lol, honestly I think imma end it here but I'm not really sure if I will have more things to say, I just don't wanna regret not saying more man, but uhm yea imma end it here I really hope we are doing well and everything is turning out well for us (have a girlfriend can bench 2 plates and a nice physique, have money, maybe see a concert) but uhm love you man I hope everything turns out great for us, honestly im trynna think of a good ending to this letter but I cant really think of one, also sorry for the grammar mistakes you know grammar is not one of our best qualities, but other than that I hope this letter didn't disappoint and uhm have a good one.