A letter from May 25, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Sorry about the other one that was just a bunch of random questions. I will be describing my emotions right now. Right now you feel like a total loser, you are the sad sack that you hate so much. You feel like crying for some reason and tears keep on falling. You are really scared to grow up and you think that you won’t end up happy in life. I hope I’m happy with my life. I just feel like crying and I can’t stop the feeling of it. Your favorite singers are Mitski, Lana del Rey, and Melanie Martinez. How was the concert. Ugh no more questions. I hope I feel more loved than I do right now, I just don’t know what’s happening with me right now. I keep getting upset at people for minuscule things. I hope you are secure in your *********. I just feel like a loser and I hope you don’t cause you are da boss. Sorry about that joke. Are you and Mia still close, I hope you are she is my best friend and I’m scared to be alone at school even though you aren’t, it’s just how you feel right now. I hope you are dating someone, or that you have dated someone and that you ended it. It would bring you a sense of peace. I love you and I hope you feel loved, I have to go before I end it all.