A letter from May 26, 2023

Dear senior me, i have so many questions -are you whipping your car? -can you even drive? -do you have a job? -are you with that guy you’ve had -crush on for a year plus? -did he ever even like you? -if not, did anyone ever even liked you? -do you have any new friends? -any unexpected friends? -unexpected crushes? -do you feel pretty? -confident? -worthy? -do you wear makeup? -feel loved? -have you ever had your first kiss? -been complimented somewhere random(hallway, street, store, etc)? -how different is life compared to now? -do you feel free? -did attack on titan end? -whats the latest trend on tiktok? (right now its that 24 songs slideshow trend) -has a video of just you lip syncing blown up? -do people in your comment sections compliment you? -howd those subliminals turn out? -what was your first job? -are you walking the stage? -applying for college? -what colleges are you applying for? -what jobs are you looking for? -what do you plan to be? (right now i wanna do something that will make me rich, like business or acting or financial stuff but idrk) -do you love and accept yourself? -who are your friends now? (rn: sadriel, mariah, nashly, sadie (more like classmate), charles (we dont talk much), jaiveon (im not too sure LOL), caleb, alex (kinda for both), hailee, and there might be some other ones that im forgetting) -first kiss? -first date? -first lover? -if you have had your first lover, are you still with them? why? -what are your scores? gpa? did you graduate with any tassels or anything special? -were you one of the first to walk the stage? -what year would you miss the most in highschool? -do you like freshmen now? -craziest fight at school? in town? -family? is dad still alive? how old is xe now? (rn shes 6). any new family members? new experiences with family? -any other highschool memories after freshman year -popular? -what did you do for senior prank day? -what teachers left and what teachers came? -favorite teacher of all time? (rn its either mr roman, mr clark, or mr baker for me but armitage is good too personality wise) -whos your favorite friend rn? (rn its mariah and nashly) -friend you talk to the most? (rn mariah) -how many followers do you have on tiktok? (rn 1995 and my user is scumfart33) -instagram? (rn 35 LMAO) -snap score? (rn 7,375) -do u still use discord? (i hope not) -have you seen anyone from your past (like in orlando) in southbridge/where you live? -still beefing with that old lady? (xe’s grandma) -songs trending rn? (24 songs, turn me up im tryna ****) -sounds trending? (i need you to drive this ***** lets ******* gooooo) -how did you decorate your graduation cap? -do you still listen to steve lacy? brent faiyaz, always forever by cults? sparks by coldplay? kendrick lamar? tyler the creator? rihanna? drake? kanye west? kali uchis?) -what is your main playlist(s) called rn? (rn: i wish i knew, 😽🫶) -fav music artist rn? (cant choose but rn maybe steve lacy or brent faiyaz) -whats your music taste like? -fav albums? (rn: tpab, anti(deluxe), goblin, IGOR, ****.) -favorite perfume -favorite perfume mix -do you workout -do you love your body -did you ever grow an *** or are you stuck built like a god**** airpod -ever went to a party? -drank? -smoke? -did the nono? -do you still love spiderman? miles morales? miguel? -fav movie/show rn? -have you seen the new spiderman movies? -seen the new avatar movies? -went on a movie date with anyone? -got out of your shell? -ever hung out with friends? -like anime? -whats your type? (rn its like lightskins and darkskins/black people LMAO with like spanish people and sometimes asian people) -same fashion? different fashion taste? -how much money do u have (rn like 67 dollars LMAO -ever went to jamaica? flown out? where have you been? -had fun? -who lost their v card first? janira? toby? you? -anything else? so many questions to ask the future loll but here are some things you should remember: -when you had to **** your guts out because of either the school lunch or the cassava leaves (the world may never know) -when that girl called you a dumb ***** and smacked you with a paper bag -when you had no friends the first half of freshman year -when you finally started making friends a year into school -when there was like 5 fights in the school, and one with a pregnant girl who ended up preaching with a crowd right by your house when you had to pick up xe, then everyone ran and cleared out when the firemen and police came -mariah’s boyfriend dramas -jaiveon. -when you had a crush on like 10 people just to get over jaiveon but then never got over him -being alone -having company -when the seniors at the time had like three days of senior prank day, one was when they camped in the school and got kicked out at twelve, the next day they threw balloons around and taped up the hallways, and then the day after that they brought water balloons and water **** to school and threw it at people at the end of the day -when all the principals sucked and some of the teachers (mcfurson, is she even still there) i hope highschool was the best for you and i hope now you are going onto greater and better things! i really hope you arent insecure anymore and love yourself more then ever. i hope you never end up being stuck over anyone and can always make up your mind on whether they are worthy for you or not. i hope you still cautiously choose your friends and i hope you are still with your family. i hope no one with your family has passed and i hope you know that you deserve everything, even if you dont think so at the moment. i hope you know you are beautiful no matter what and you are always improving as you age. this letter is mad long and corny LMAO this is from you in 9th grade, it is Thursday may 24th 2023 on a school night at like around 10:36 PM and school ends on June 20th. i would type more but maybe i shoukd wrap it up LMAO, i hope youre doing good and a big future awaits you!!