A letter from May 25, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I hope this gets sent to me right after senior meet senior year. Please tell me we finally got a girlfriend. I’m listening to Girl in Red right now actually wishing I had one. But I wrote this feeling really down from swimming. I now we have a good memory so I’m sure you remember this feeling. Please tell me things get better because I don’t know how much more I can take. I really don’t think I will quit and especially not **** myself but I don’t know. Also I hope you still love swimming as much as I do. I feel really upset everyday and