A letter from May 22, 2023

Dear FutureMe, are you doing well? I hope you are (👿you better be *****👿) . I hope things are different from now. You must be busy, right? preparing for the big tests and everything. So have you chose a career path? Or are you still thinking? Youre probably incompetant as **** so ill assume youre still thinking. whichever it is, Make your parents proud. good things take time (Like a long time and i know your patience could never lmfao). I'm writing this on 22nd may 2023 on a Monday evening, so i dont exactly know which stream you will choose. Do you still talk to Nakhath? shes a sweetheart and i will ****** you, literally, if you stopped being friends with her or ditched her. I hope she didnt get tired of you as I speculated. Even if she did, I wouldnt be surprised. Cuz not everyone has to or will like you (Plus your persona is mot very likable 🤢). And I hope youre not as big of a ***** as I am. I hope you are nicer to people and socialize more. And are doing well with grades. Even if youre not, dont let peoples words get to you. Try harder because that makes a difference. Hold on i take that back. Its cliche. People say it all the time and i just cannot wrap my head around the phrase because most of the time, its the peoples words that changes you. You did not change a lot, a lot changed you. The way a victim of bullying changes themselves after getting bullied. (Not encouraging bullying but yes.). Sometimes you need to put the verbal pain you recieve from others into good use okay like dont go around sulking because someone told you your work wasnt good enough. Byyyy the wayyy- Are you pulling guys yet?? I heard after 9th grade boys approach girls they like more. By the time this is sent, I believe Eethan would have turned 3. Hope for the best of Him and eenu. Omg kudee would have turned TEN WTFFF?!! oof sorry. Its just one swear. And for ompi, She would be around 6 or 7 I believe? god**** i cant imagine how annoying she must be. Either way, do be nice to her. Please be less pessimistic as well. Is Eshal mohammed and Zoha still around? The chances are low but if they are then tell them 13 year old you said hi. Im writing this to you because i wanted to say that if youre not doing well, I will mentally dissasociate myself from you and pretend I never even knew you. Well I actually dont but it can go the other way around. So dont fail in life, as a student, as a daughter or as an elder sister. I got you where you are right now so if you even try to back down 🔪🔪😃. I hope youre not as insecure or self conscious as I am. I mean i wouldnt be surprised if you were but yes. (In the most respectful way possible lmfao) Theres a 50/50 chance this made it to you. So did this letter make it to you? I really hope it did cuz thats what i spent the entire time writing this for. Please stick around. Thats all im asking for. dont give up, theres people that love and care about you even if you dont know it. You need yourself more than anybody. Then comes your mother. She stayed alive for you remember? Think about Ompi too. Who will she play minecraft with? In case you ever get bad thoughts just sayin. Ur in 10th grade so i wouldnt be surprised. Since ik you would still be a failiure regardless. Or maybe its all in your head but same thing right? Yeah so point is, Stay alive. Please and thank you mf.