A letter from May 20, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are doing okay. I have been fine. Here's a little resume of life lately. To begin with, I have lost friends, quite a lot of them. I ended my friendship with Conny and stopped hanging out with our friend group. I feel better now. However, I still feel like I don't fit in with anybody. I want to cut off everybody in life right now, but I am unsure if that's what I need. On a better note, I have been doing things confidently now. Also, I talked to table again (e). Next is how I've been doing academically. I feel like I'm getting smarter each day, we just had MAP exams, and I have noticed I got unfathomably better scores. I would love to keep getting more intelligent, and I'm trying. Some of my goals are (academically): to read a book this month, to learn 50+ words, and to get better at math. Now, let's divulge into me. To start with, my hobbies. I love music. I love listening to Rap and R&B. Some of my favorite music artists are Frank Ocean, Tyler, The Creator, Ice Spice, Kendrick Lamar, Tame Impala, Childish Gambino, Blondie, Pink Floyd, Kanye West, Kali Uchis, Steve Lacy, Lemon Demon, Stromae, and finally, Mac DeMarco. Another of my interests is drawing. I love drawing. It resembles my feelings. The last one is reading. My passion for books is exotic. Reading is just so badass. What about my goals? I desire...to make a book, to know at least nine languages, to exercise every day, to be an artist, to be a fashion designer, and to be the top student. Anyways, has anybody liked us yet? Have we confessed to anyone? To end this note, I want to address our present or old rivals with a message. For A, I wish you the best. We both had our differences, but I hope you received karma for how you treated me. For R, C, and the rest, you miss me. But I've got to remind you, you made me suffer. I wish you the best for your future endeavors, however. Thank you for reading, future me. Rooting for your success, -2023 Renata. (10 yrs old)