A letter from May 19, 2023

Dear FutureMe, You are waiting, for your parents to get ready. Even if their health isn't at their best, it is a great moment to share. Life changes so fast, and you can't even breath that the moment is over. We are in Forcalquier, getting ready for me to start a trail race. 80km, in the haute provence, I am sure to succeed, I am a bit sick, and do not feel my body ready. It seems like every time I challenge I overreact, and I am never sure if I will succeed. It is a bit like that in every part of my life. Never sure if I am ready, or good enough for what I am doing. I am living in Montreux at the time, working in a company where I am not really happy. Life goes on, and I always do my best to enjoy life as much as possible, but it is not always easy to carry on when you are alone, and making all choices by yourself. Will I stay in Montreux? I do not think so. Where will I go? I don't really know? Will be place offers me the opportunity to find the person I could share this adventure that is life? It is probably what I wish the most, but I am not really good at it. Let's see where life brought me in 3 years...