A letter from May 18, 2023

Dear future me It's been 3 years since you were me, So I'll start by giving a list of things I'd like to know you've done until then, feel free to be disappointed: Get a gf Read the Bhagavad Gita learn Python Enter UWC Get good grades Read philosophy books Get good grades If You fail L + ratio + bozo! JK I'd like to remind you of who I was nowadays Today is the 18th of May 2023. This is after the whole Leila fiasco and before whatever ****** love interest comes after her. Leila was truly something, you know? You fell hard for her even If you met her once, You didn't know what to do and You ****** up. Check your old Instagram DMs if you wanna see all that *cringe*. Just as a reminder though: You 2 met when you arrived home from making weird pancakes with Vasco and Zé, feeling like life was **** cos you had to leave early from Your friend's house to meet some kid whose grandma was friends with your grandma, and when you get in it's awkward, you get sent to the corner and go play card games You talk a little, you vibe and you get along. She leaves and you start thinking "****, I like her" You started listening to classical music, you talked to John and hoped for the day she'd invite you over again for lunch, which happens, you go to her house, do small talk, and go to Jardim dos passarinhos. there ya talk and have fun, even reaching the point of truth or dare, and find out abt stuff like her having lists of guys who like her (big oof, just another guy) but you get your hopes up (stupidly). The guys seemed dumb and you thought you'd have a go You leave and she returns to Belgium, from which point the conversation is ruined. A couple of days ago I visited Liceu de S João, I saw some ppl I know there and it was chill. I made up my mind, I'm going for sciences, physics and geometry cause I wanna follow engineering. It was nice, I also recently helped Sofia THREATEN MANUEL WITH A LAWSUIT cause He shared some of her "bad pics". I'm currently trying to help her with all the consequences of this. I have some spiritual stuff I'm dealing with, I don't like catholicism, it's simple, violent and about following the rules. Hinduism on the other hand seems fascinating, what little I know I love. I plan on reading the gita soon. I hope I can.