A letter from May 15, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey girl. Just know you are on the couch right now writing this lol. Am super proud of the young woman you are becoming. I know at the moment you are still figuring out who you are created to be, what you are created to do and that's perfectly okay luv. You are 19 now N by the time you read this, you will be 22 or 23. Hmm look at her. The Lord will keep you, guide you, protect you, never stop loving you, never leave you nor forsake you. Girl God has been with you all these while, and what makes you think HE will leave you now. Be calming down, you are okay my luv, do not fear. The Lord is with you always. Keep trusting HIM, cause Him alone has the final say and knows your heart fully. Can you imagine HE allowed it for you to "think" you know me all these while, then HE blow your mind. Keep thanking God for patricia, HE allowed her to come into your life to guide you to the REAL truth and understanding of His word. THIS IS CRAZY. You are now understanding scripture cause God choose you for this moment. You are chosen, loved and enough. If HE wanted you to be something else or have something else or look different HE would have made another peace, but HE choose you luv. Love yourself just the way you are, cause God will never stop loving you. Keep trusting God, let Him drive your car, let Him give you living water, let Him wash the linen of your heart. Remember you knew the word of God but you never had understanding. Now that you think you are "too" busy now cause of school abi. Noooo don't think that way, now is the time God will test you if you really love Him. If you would sacrifice your time for Him, instead of going on Facebook, tiktok, WhatsApp, Instagram and the rest. Stay in the secret place. When you think of going on any of these platforms, just take a book and ready. Girllll you should be done with all of those books by this time ohh. I don't know where you will be the time your reading this, but one thing I will tell you is this, no matter where your at, keep God first, love Him, don't let Him go. STOPPP PLEASING PEOPLE GIRLLL, it's not good, you can't be a servant of God and be a "people pleaser". (Galasians 1:10). God is good, that's all you should know luv. Keep believing luv, cause this world isn't a place you should hope to find anything good. Girl seriously hold unto that treasure God has shown you (His Word), it will help you through ANY, I mean ANY situation you find yourself. Keep loving God N the person HE made you to be. Keep being discipline, consistent and leave the rest to God. Luv you. ❤️❤️❤️