A letter from May 13, 2023

Dear future jia, How are you? How is mom and dad? Sanya? Is grandma still here? Do we still have our 3 dogs? There’s so much I want to ask you but I hope you feel less lost and was able to figure out stuffs a little. If you’re reading this, just know I’m proud of you. Proud of you for making it so far, for passing this 2023! It’s not yet mid 2023 and we have been through so much- with these relationships/hsc/school/body image. And I sincerely hope you’ve been procrastinating lesser and lesser -_- If not, please work on it because that’s the only thing stopping you from moving forward. And and how do we look now? I’m sure we are cuter right ;) (I planned to join the gym in November I sincerely hope I did) And hey you are not hurting yourself to please others right? Take your time to think and don’t take rushed decisions okay? Do spend time with the family if we haven’t gone abroad. And if we did, don’t be too homesick. You always wanted to move abroad and experience a new life. But go text mom and sanya, I’m sure you forgot -_- Little update on how your life was on 13 May 2023 at 19.11: I’m in my room writing this letter instead of revising for the economics test on Monday. I’ve been unproductive and unmotivated these weeks. I hope I will overcome it soon. Sanya is sleeping despite her alarm continuously ringing. (Nothing new) Boogie found the presence of something in the room behind most probably a rat. Mom is a little tensed. Yk how dad has been this year. He came at 5 am and went out again so he ain’t at home as usual. Grandma just returned from her trip tipsy. Do tell me how your life is when you’re reading this. From your 18 year old self, You have been doing great! Smile with or without those mountain ranges ;) I love you <3