A letter from May 12th, 2023

Its been two days since i started smoking. I don't feel very good about it. I mean, smoking itself feels good but, i felt a sense of guilt inside of me. Hope you're not smokin anymore. My crush, saw me smoking and had asked me about it.... he also seemed to be very caring about this. That's nice, kinda gets my heart flustered. Ive been tryna study harder. I've been serious about studying recently, and i feel better bout myself. Whenever i wake up, i don't feel as bad as it was. Now i just feel, good. There's a concert of a certain band that's about to go down, in a few months. It's of course, coldplay hahah. I'm so hyped, my brother too. We used up all our savings for those tickets. Let's just hope... we'll get those tickets. School's good. As i said, i studied harder for the finals. I guess two or three more weeks till the finals, and i kinda want to get at least a 90 scores on every subject if possible. Since, my parents told me they'd buy me my favourite drink if i get four of them 90s babyyy. And i also want to study abroad, possibly get a scholarship and study far far away. Just that actually, nothin' really special. Oh my hair grew longer, and i'm more happier too. I wanna cut my hair when it's long enough. You know the side layered bob cut? Yeah that looks cool as hellll. Hope you'll get that haircut soon and leave that ****** *** haircut, man. Ve a nice dah, mate.