A letter from May 10, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hi pat. it's currently 12:34 am, i saw something sa ig about how you shouldn't be so afraid of the future kasi parang remember how you were so afraid of what is our present now parang ganoon. ngayon i wanted to write this letter to remind myself na, i'm doing okay. kahit papaano. i've made dumb decisions, learned some lessons, and a lot of ****. and i will keep doing these things as life goes on. im gonna send this once shs na tayo. so ano? what's up? who's the lucky girl or boy? and are u still friends w the people i have rn? i hope u are friends w ate gwen and ate crez. are u in ub? PLS TELL ME YOURE IN UB I WILL SCREAM IF HINDI. anw abt 2023 u, as i said, i'm okay. i'm doing well naman kahit papaano. i just moved on from a crush (ew era) and is still moving on from that one person who i regret losing (i honestly secretly am hoping na u guys are KAHIT FRIENDS MAN LANG PLEASE again pero i understand if not) haist. i hope u don't isolate yourself anymore kapag feel mo nagagago ka na ng mundo. you're not alone, and if u feel like u are, remember you have yourself. i won't say **** like i hope youre skinnier and stuff, what i want to say is i hope hindi ka na bothered by people who are constantly picking on your features. WE ******* HAD A HARD *** TIME GETTING HERE. anw, magtipid ka. how's the country pala? i hope nag-improve na si uknowwho lol. i hope u r doing well and happier. hugs mahigpit, puhon future self !! ps: sana nag ensemble ka for theater wherever u are. bading. psps: totoo bang gumuho na ang mundo? pls contribute to improving the earth, politically, natureally (?), mentally, and physically. btw ure doing great :)