A letter from May 09, 2023

Hi Future Ana!!! I should be going to bed soon but I’m writing this instead. Here’s what I’ve been up to lately. I have class, I’m finishing up my first year and learning how to manage my time and assignments. I have Fullertones rehearsal, duh. we r very tiny atm because people get busy i suppose and gotta take a break from it. i’ve also been working a lot at joe and the juice. i sort of like it there. i’ve been working wayyyy too many hours so that was/ still can be very stressful and overwhelm me. however, i’m making it work and my hours should be shortening soon. occasionally i find time to make jewelry and i’ve sold some stuff on Depop. i really only make like $5 ish dollars on each thing but nevertheless I enjoy it. I spend most of my free time with Jonah. I love him very much. ahhh young love 😽 haha. he is such a kind, thoughtful, funny, wholesome, and communicative person. which is exactly what i need. i understand the importance of communication but i am deffffinitely still working on it. the first step is acknowledgement right! i’m going to miss him Ohhhhhhhh so very very much over summer break and it will be difficult for sure. but it is what it is and i have loads of trust in him and he does in me. i think it will be fine. questions for future me: have you made any music? is your schedule just as busy and hectic? do you let yourself really relax without feeling guilt? relationship with jonah? where do you work? how’s our family?? i hope future me is doing better and thriving even more than i am now. good luck to me :)