A letter from May 09, 2023

Dear Future Me, Hope you get this letter, you're probably 18 by now, senior year must be terrifying, i genuinely wish you're doing well in life, well let me remind you what your 15 year old self's ambitions are. First of, you wish to be a therapist because you find psychology to be quite tempting, if not, medicine will do, its quite interesting and science and physics are definitely intriguing to you. You've just recently gotten into volleyball, it's all you've ever wanted in your life for the past year I guess, while it's currently not going well, and you certainly sucked in your very first competition but the best is yet to come and you really shouldn't be pushy on yourself since you're still a beginner, hopefully you didn't give up on this dream of yours and have gotten better, especially that this will offer you quite the advantage in university and since you were born in Qatar you can get in the national team, while you're currently struggling to form new friendships, I wish that your social skills have gotten better by now and that you've formed new friendships cause your current friends lowkey suck. Anyways, I hope you went to study abroad somewhere maybe France or somewhere in Europe or maybe even America ! Even Tunisia is not that bad but it's not the best out there... Anyway, you're currently quite tempted to post a makeup tutorial video and that might get you somewhere since you're obsessed with makeup and tutorials on TikTok, might even be your weekly thing and maybe you will get famous for doing something you love In Shallah. You've recently went to the gym which was your 20s goal but you feel the necessity to gain physical strength especially in your arms and back, this Friday, I will be hitting the gym again and I might go the beach with my girl friends. Next week will be my best friend Arije's birthday, she will become 16, she's going to host it at hers and it will be only girls, since the boys in our group are douches. Next will be Salami's birthday, she will host it next to my gym at a pool, might be fun! School has recently been enjoyable, while the beginning of the year was quite depressing, but you've been enjoying yourself lately, no crushes not complaining, I've been focused on myself and my ambitions and just going with the flow. Next year I will be going to a new school so I must be open to new friendships and opportunities, this is definitely life changing. Anyway I gtg study Physics and Science and Arabica, Doodles, study your *** off please I cannot afford being broke and unsuccessful, and look fine please, we wish to marry someone handsome and rich :))