A letter from May 08, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hi abbie so I’m 13 rn it’s 4th of may 2023 I go into 3rd year in 2 weeks I’m so scared that will be me half way through Highschool I feel like it’s going so fast and I just can’t keep up I feel like I have wasted the last 2 years I’m im scared for the future idk what it will be like will I make the memories I want to? will i have differnt friends will I have a bf? WILL I HAVE A CHILD?? **** knows tbh I have no clue what the future holds am I’m trying my hardest to stop over thinking about it and just live it’s really hard tho sometime I just want it to end fast other times I just wanna pause and sometimes I just wanna try make the most of it and hope it lasts long or forever even schools okay ig my dating life is non excising I haven’t even had my first kiss that is so bad ppl my age have kids that’s really bad and even greater I got lead on last week Martyn garrow led me on for a month and Scott little keeps tryna mail me every month even after he ghosted me yk what I’m actually happy about I have a pal group I never used to welll I did but I like this one much better I’m happier they r my kind of people currently writing this in my bed after finding a TikTok video on this website so yh I am a hoe ofc hoe lyfe or no lyfe ******* ✌🏽🥰🖕🏽got some questions for u Mrs do u have a job? pls not food fayre , are u fat? Bettter no be fattie , r u a slag or are u in a healthy relationship (I dought that) is dad and Erin together?? How’s poppy and daisy ? Is Lisa still ur best pal what about Brooke? pls say we still talk to Brooke do I have the same pals?? DID I MOVE OUT?? what’s my kiss count? do I have a body count? hehehe ,are you happy? r u healthy? how’s mum did she finally qualify? same house?? DID U GET LASH EXSENTIONS ? pls say my hair is healthy and not DEAD. so Scott little asked me out 🫠 buts he’s so straight up about everything so I was like ermm going a bit fast wee man so I just snap him and I’ll proballyget him soon and probally end up going w him I hope 🤞🏽 omg how’s granny Linda and granny Cathy and uncle David and wee David and Paul and mum and dad and grandad and just everybody!! I will be 16 when I read this so did Lisa keep her promise and take my sky diving 🥰 did u stay in school ??? Do u have a job pls not food fayre Ughhh have I been caught w booze yet 🫣 do u smoke ?? Have u done anything ykyk 🤪 dose poppy go to Holyrood ?? or did she go hill park also happy 16th I can’t believe it I’m so scared of growing up I feel like I’m wasting my time will I regret everything when I’m older idk but it’s the biggest thing on my mind rn OMFG I SWEWE TO GOD IF I TURN OUT TO BE A FURRY OR EMO OR A ******* CAT I WILL HATE U FOR LYFE 🖕🏽🖕🏽 OMGGG DID U GET UR NOSE PEIRCING AHHHH OR MY BELLY RE DONE ?? Do I have *****🤞🏽🤞🏽 do I go gym??? and finally are u happy ? That’s all from 2023 you signing off ✌🏽