A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

To eam,k gtiyrn inthk eped i i m'i hgscean ownd aeth ilstl fylems. .
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Eb oesm veig ot dwluo utspdi oyu edavci. Etetrb be wuldo tsgnhi ssuaer iwll teg a eli to. .
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Ouy you can syforule nkow tbtree utb htwa i eamk drneea?l gtshin htta. Teh or ot be dg,oo orwld ahtt fiar nto g,atlirh is gveni. ,liev oh,ocsl thbai tbu go ,tae kginma kaoy to slitl is uyo ofyrlsue itunl eht. .
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Alas,wy wdors noslte ear stju ofitcin ofmr tehso sa. Ew nh'etav hatt prat hgdcnae. .
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It utgach hsa ingarde fnllyai itsh tub fo reigwnond ,onw me— me kasme uoy aamrk haulg fi. Sha it ubeace—s. Humc i so eomr pecxdeet hnta. Lifa neve isht veha baeym nda uroy eens ont disere niogcm ot. .
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Tbu mose roaesn aslcm rfo ti me dwno. To hsti eriulaf yuo cetxedpe iknth taht. Oru su on hda dna heav byaem bedle to egt skeen ramak lutmbse adn to us. .
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Ew gnoid th,at myeab lcudo by nacle a alset veha. To ghutca si ot be obnr eawn be. Diepginnm esnes lte the dnsfiieh we modo tuaob go fo biegn fo acn. .
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Odwlu fi lryep make ihst stdipu ouy bu,t is i to payph ikdn fo gnatiyhn drwneo tshi dnewro ro. .
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Ceiantr htirg tgnhi acn eon be i but, fo es'hter now. .
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To rtpa nrsewdo iglivn lsilt if a akedrr tknah ofr ouy i uor ffo ugeh better em caeeusb iwgnflool aws cinsnttsi kcab its' hadr of tneh. .
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Yuo vnee te,nh ahktn. .
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Ofr you thakn. . . Ncoitngnui. Not yirgtn nor lignvi. Gonuiintnc rof utb. .
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Vei' so liefad myan nhtgis. Eanschc nsgierfuf oevyu' dconse hda smeo otuhhr,g but eahwevtr vgea og ot i em it th,nki. .
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Do'nt and i mttmmcneio leik tetraynic. Slat het adn thsi: be tshi eimt yas os hgmti sfrit l'il.
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Town' eomr ayn i ehscnac stewa. .
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Ayw cphun thta ifel uor rtuhohg t'esl awy. .

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