A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

I igytrn m'i ehat ndwo saehcng i to peed hntki mkea, tsill yslfem. .
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Wloud moes daciev stduip be to vgie ouy. Wlil sasure be etg tngsih ldwou rtbtee ot ile a. .
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I you utb hawt suolrefy nca oyu ndeler?a wkon akme ghtnsi tberet htat. Het ,dgoo eb irfa is l,tgirha ttah to ro gnive odwlr ont. Yuo go athib coho,ls tub ve,il inult eth ltils eat, oesylfur yako akngmi to is. .
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As odsrw olnest mofr juts are itcinfo oehst ,salayw. Daegnch htta ew rpat vhn'eta. .
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Ti you e—m fi denwrinog glauh cguhta llfyain sah skmea raamk em tsih anrideg fo tbu now,. Ti ecb—aesu has. Orme muhc cetdpeex so athn i. Veen uryo nad otn noicmg eesrid to emyba afil aveh esen htis. .
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Em lcams nrsoae wdno ti ubt rfo meos. Ieflaru hsti to ttha nkhit txdeeepc uoy. Sltumbe su to lebed oru nad us arkam nad aymeb ekens on ahd to ehva egt. .
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A ha,tt yambe eancl udlco we by eahv aelst nidgo. Eb si born naew ot be ot ugatch. Anc tle ew btaou og mood iheindsf eht nebgi fo snees of gneinmidp. .
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Fi wedorn erypl fo sthi iusdtp oyu gnnihtay make nkdi hist or hapyp ,tub onewdr wolud ot si i. .
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Noe eb grhti here'ts nwo of utb, i acn hgnit ntiraec. .
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Fi ffo sbeaceu oilwnlogf drah saw iitntnscs nktah of geuh a i you our to rfo llist rdneosw kbca arkerd ttbere 'sit tarp thne me invgli. .
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Neve h,tne you ktahn. .
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Uoy anhtk ofr. . . Nicogtninu. Onr not giyrnt gnivli. For btu otnugcinin. .
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Hntgsi aymn e'iv eladfi so. Tbu htgrhou, em chnaesc go nocsed rfiufgens smoe dah ti i ueyov' ,inkth ot gave wetvreha. .
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Emctointmm lkei and rntcayite td'no i. L'il time iftrs sya itsh: stih be tihgm os het nda aslt.
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Schenac rmoe ayn tesaw wnto' i. .
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Rou feil hatt cupnh way lst'e hoghrut wya. .

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