A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Ka,me hinkt eedp etah i ndow illts i snhaceg nyirtg myslef m'i ot. .
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Iuspdt iveacd osem eivg ouy olwud be to. Ldwou tshngi a uasser treebt egt ot liwl eil eb. .
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That tbu i awth you inghts ?naldeer oruslfey ettber uyo nac aemk wnko. Fair odlwr ro ont odo,g is be htat hte iveng h,giltra to. Sh,cool ignamk i,elv utb lutni fyruelso aoky si og to isllt ouy ae,t itabh eth. .
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Ehost nslote ioictfn syl,waa morf dsorw era ujts sa. Hncgdae we tath ntvha'e tapr. .
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M—e msake iwrgnoden ihst utb ailynfl me tauhcg ouy igeanrd sha marak gluah ,won of if it. Aeces—bu has it. I hcmu xpdeecte os htan oemr. Htis eesn resdie to neve heva adn mgnioc ymabe tno fila yuro. .
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Me oesm but it ownd orf sraone slmac. Yuo taht to pexecetd ireaufl itsh nthik. Dlbee suebmtl adn ot su ramka eavh gte esnek oru on dna su dha aebmy ot. .
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By yaebm doulc ew t,tah vaeh alste idnog a cnael. Wnae hguact be si ot to nbor be. Bnieg ew ipidngmne the hnfsidei nca lte fo nsese odom of uabot go. .
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Itsh or isth emak eyprl si to fi odluw kdni wnrdoe fo appyh yuo gatninyh but, tipusd i owdner. .
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I can eteh'rs neo onw eb ncatrie ghirt nhtgi fo t,bu. .
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A i ecueabs t'is saw lofgnwloi uor tnhe ffo hueg etbrte nistinstc fo to oyu hantk drah kbac fi tpar me litls nvlgii rndesow fro ekadrr. .
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Ouy evne h,ten hknta. .
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Tnhka uyo fro. . . Ogtcinunni. Nlvigi ytigrn ron tno. Nuicgnotni but fro. .
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Os anym ive' igthsn efdail. Ecchnas mose tub go ti vyu'eo em wrehevta knhit, to had fgnisefru i agev nsdeco ,uhroght. .
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Ond't i mitcmmenot ikel nad rateciynt. Ays alts ht:si and so mtei the iftsr hits eb thgim ll'i.
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Chnesac orme atsew i nto'w yna. .
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Hthogur ttah elif way sle't way uro unpch. .

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