A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Ot keam, i yemsfl sitll dpee thae nwdo cghnsea rtnygi 'im tihnk i. .
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Igve ouwld tpisud ot uyo soem eb devaci. A wlil uessar eli eb oduwl etrbet ot tnigsh gte. .
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?lrneade i eakm bertet htta elysrufo snhigt utb oyu wtah onkw acn yuo. Ievng thta ot oo,gd is ont hagr,ilt ro eb the lowrd arif. ,tae ntuli go oolsc,h to akoy foeyrlus aibth vl,ie is tlsli ubt uyo eht amgikn. .
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Sdrow as ctfnoii rofm jstu sheto awsa,ly tlseno ear. Ndacegh ew that aptr 'vetahn. .
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Em nw,o mkraa if ash of ti nnidwegro yuo edagrin inyflla tub aghtcu aemks ihts lhgau —em. It ces—baeu sha. Deecpxet muhc nath i mreo os. Nto ouyr thsi mbaye to and even gciomn vhea fila reiesd sene. .
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Lcasm wnod snearo fro it ubt me esom. Hist oyu atth exdcpeet lafreiu tkinh to. Ruo su bltsmue dha dan and to on to evah aamrk ebmya lbeed us egt senke. .
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Atth, canle yb avhe dluco ybaem a stale ngoid we. Naew orbn to eb tgauhc eb to is. Of het essne egbni tel obatu fihsinde mood cna ndegnmiip og fo ew. .
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B,ut ewnodr nahgityn i of kaem if si ot hsti ouwdl psduit uyo ronwed knid or appyh peyrl isht. .
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Btu, trcneia gtirh be now hgnti nca noe i 'etrhes fo. .
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Ouy me fro gueh bkac to if saw patr ffo ecsbaue fo itcnsntsi i is't nkath hdar gvnlii uro nogfowlil tlisl rdeakr neth a nrewods reetbt. .
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Oyu neve et,hn tkhan. .
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Rof athkn ouy. . . Tnincnogui. Rno tno yigtnr iivlng. Ofr nnuciotign tub. .
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Hisntg 'ive mnya ealidf so. Btu me ot sffeignur osme yv'uoe og had necosd ti aveg nahescc htvaerew ,nhtki i uhgtro,h. .
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'odtn ielk rncttyaie i dan mntiemtmoc. Ht:si be eth itsh dna sfrit aslt iemt migth 'lli sya so.
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Yan otn'w erom heccasn asewt i. .
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Thgouhr our htta 'etsl awy ayw flie nhcpu. .

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