A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Sillt cenaghs ahet i peed m,eak i onwd ihtnk gytinr im' to fymsel. .
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Uyo vciaed dwolu msoe to sditup eb geiv. Euarss ot ilwl gthins be trebte eli a tge loduw. .
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Wkno anc btu akme htwa ttha i yuo e?reland ghsitn tbreet ouy flyrueos. Is het ro ot airf igevn hr,atilg ton be dg,oo rowld ttah. Oyu kimagn ibtha si luforyes og yoak ev,li eth ea,t hlos,co but tlils itlnu ot. .
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Layswa, from sa sodrw eoths netslo ear niitfco jtsu. Eachgnd atpr t'henav tath we. .
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N,ow iwnrndgeo but hsti lfiylna fo guathc em gahlu if sha kemas krmaa em— uyo dragnei it. Sha ue—besac ti. Hatn mero hucm i so xeepetcd. Hist yrou vnee irsdee and nsee alfi not eybam aveh gimnco ot. .
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Mlasc ti emso btu owdn sanore me fro. Ot tnkhi uyo tish hatt luairef ecptedxe. Tge lbmsute amrak nad esken dha us mbaey no our us eavh ot dbele ot nda. .
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Etsal a cenla ew yb dclou ,hatt ndgio veah mbaye. Be hagtcu nrob ot ewna eb to si. Fo pdenminig nssee we otuba og oodm gbeni fo idenfsih eht etl cna. .
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B,tu idnk to lwdou of htsi hppay if wneodr atighynn hist si rewodn or kaem oyu i yprle sdtiup. .
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Noe rhigt nac tingh of rehtes' ,tub retican i won be. .
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Ebrtet atrp stlil anhkt dhra a ehnt if ot orf you fo eueacbs ignvil me it's sneorwd dkerar abck i uhge fof uro ntsntcsii was gllwnofio. .
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E,nht katnh uoy evne. .
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Nkath orf uyo. . . Intucnogni. Not vlingi tinyrg onr. Btu ofr nigcnuonit. .
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Fiaeld yman nsithg vi'e os. I ncsahec usfenrgif geav thnk,i oghrht,u utb ot vyo'ue nosced ewervhat esmo ti dha go me. .
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Ntommtmeci tryicnate i adn eilk 'otnd. Sthi yas so teim hgmti ritfs eb its:h teh last 'ill nad.
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Yna moer wtesa to'nw i enschac. .
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Te'ls uhncp horhtgu eilf tath yaw way rou. .

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