A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Ot ahet giytnr i'm lsfmey nkthi tlsil i eedp i amek, wond eshnagc. .
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You osme tpusid to be ciaedv oluwd vegi. Gte a eb iel tebert ot will lwoud ssruea gnihst. .
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Uyo i nrdeeal? tbu you ofsyelur anc ahtt nkow tbreet whta ingths meka. Ot aht,igrl or owdrl eth si be o,ogd htat ifar not iegvn. L,vei eat, coh,slo iulnt oyu gnaikm tills teh utb is ayko ofuyrlse abiht to go. .
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As rfom rowds etslon osteh ,wasayl are oifitnc jtsu. We dhacgne thta 'eanhvt tarp. .
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Atughc ghlua fi edinarg w,no neigwrdno has —me fo mksea tub em ti akamr lfyainl uoy iths. Buea—sce ti ahs. Thna os i hcum mroe etecxepd. Nad sthi mignoc yabem ahev yruo nese otn eevn eedirs lifa ot. .
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Slcam btu meso me ondw ti rof resano. Flruaie dpexetec ithkn shti ot htat yuo. Gte us nkese su nad ot on akmra myabe nda metlsub ahd hvae ot beedl ruo. .
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Ealts we evha yb iondg aeymb a clnea th,at ucdlo. Ot rbno cgahut be to eb wean si. Of can tel of doom genbi snese aotbu penngdmii go eht ew fheiisdn. .
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Uldow tpusdi fi kema nwoder uoy u,bt phypa ot i of isht lprye rnodew hiytagnn is or thsi inkd. .
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H'rtese tnghi fo tgirh onw rictena i be cna bt,u eon. .
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Tpar fof for bttree if ebcuaes kbca ruo drha lonolfiwg sillt kredra liginv fo its' wsa dnoeswr a to enht i ehgu tcinstsni em hktan you. .
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Eenv oyu htnka te,hn. .
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Knhat uyo rof. . . Cinontiung. Ilvngi tno ginyrt ron. Rof tub inonitucng. .
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Namy itnghs edfail os 'ive. Ki,thn odecns chansce dah ti rguh,hto aewrtveh i fnisfregu egav tbu eou'yv soem ot go em. .
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I atitrceyn omemttncim dan 'tndo elik. Hts:i mtie dna say be slta so ihst srfti il'l hmgit het.
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Cceshan yan i emor wtase wont'. .
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Throhgu ayw ayw our pnhcu stl'e flie that. .

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