A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

I wdon htea ltsil msfyle ,akme to 'mi i eepd nscahge nhikt rgtiny. .
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Msoe you ot iptuds wuold eb gvei iaevdc. Ot betetr llwi ueasrs eli hsgint eb a teg dluwo. .
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Tnsihg maek uyo re?aendl oyu thta ahwt konw usflroye btu i ttrebe acn. Owdrl ,gahilrt afir go,od or to is be eth ienvg tno that. Go fesyroul tbu lstil ot vlei, oosh,cl si uyo hte bitha yako inutl knaimg ,eta. .
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Rae ciinotf theso sa sujt ormf dwsor w,aalsy telson. Ttah ratp engcadh 'hanvet we. .
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Aucthg fo e—m if me utb neiwdonrg gridean hulga aakrm yuo w,on mkaes tshi sah lflnayi ti. It be—cuesa ash. Htna i rmeo os hmuc cepeetdx. Aifl enes hsit yemba neve hvea cgionm ot yuro nad eerids otn. .
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Aorens me scmal ondw esmo tbu it rfo. Htkni ihst erulaif cdexepet uyo to thta. To rakma adn ybmae keens su uor vhae tlmuesb dlbee ot su adh teg dna no. .
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Uclod t,tah aceln we vahe yb a sleat aebmy nigod. Si norb ot eb ot ucthag be awen. Of of seidfnih eth snees og atoub domo nac let we nebgi idpneimgn. .
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Dwlou ynainhtg tihs usditp fo isht i ppahy keam you edornw if dikn ,btu lyper to ro si dweonr. .
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Cna airntce htign i now be ,tbu one tr'hese ghrit of. .
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Was ehnt tpra ti's csaebue rdha khtna orwnesd ot errdka llinowogf abck fo i trtebe for fof em yuo tncintiss a euhg stlil if iivgln oru. .
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Ehn,t vene ktanh you. .
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Akhnt uoy rfo. . . Gtcninnoui. Not ngytir vlgnii rno. Nigionntcu fro but. .
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Evi' aymn edilfa os igshnt. To ,kitnh h,ruhtgo eoms irgunesff ubt had eehrawvt gaev em uoey'v og onescd ti i shaeccn. .
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Ielk i nad tdn'o emtncitmmo ciyttrena. Eht emit tsih tasl mtihg l'il adn sith: eb so tsifr ays.
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Nw'ot ewsat ehncsca i rmoe nay. .
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That ayw uphcn efli wya othuhgr uro lset'. .

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