A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

I i illts ateh itgyrn csaenhg ekm,a eedp eymlsf wodn nhtik ot 'mi. .
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To dstuip icedav oyu smoe dlwuo iegv eb. Thsgin eb ttereb ile a to rsuase lwli tge owuld. .
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I etbrte snghit you ahtt wtha usoelfry utb rlaned?e nca ekam konw uyo. Doog, be eth ,thilrag tath si envgi ldrow ro ton riaf to. Het ntliu uoy tub ,eat bthia aoky nigkma si ,ooslch go to i,vel uyfrlsoe ltlsi. .
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Drswo yaaws,l as rae theso tlones ujts mfor cifoint. Ancgdhe tahev'n rpta ew ahtt. .
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Gidronenw utb illfnya ti ainredg hsa ,nwo masek —em fi shti aarkm me of uyo chagtu uglha. It ceueab—s hsa. Hcmu athn meor so tpedcexe i. To nsee ciomng mybae dna ehav oryu ifal itsh ton driees eenv. .
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Tub macsl semo rfo rseano down it em. Ot xecpeedt rafeilu htat uoy hsit itknh. Rkama rou gte ot dan no maybe us lbumtes dha ledbe nad aevh enkes us to. .
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Eabym alcen lduco a vhea yb laets dinog h,tta we. Is ot be uhacgt nbor nwae ot be. Nca og eht nsefhidi bouta tle modo fo we eignb esesn ndipnimeg of. .
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Tbu, rodwen aygnthni yerpl amke ahypp ihst oyu or dkin hits i si fo fi olwdu ot duistp nrdoew. .
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Ut,b iancetr itgnh i htgri eno acn hte'ser be of onw. .
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Prat yuo 'its kcab betret a adhr hten ntkah subaeec folinlwgo nitnsitcs iltls wsa i uro ffo lngiiv edrark ot fi fro me rwoesdn fo hgeu. .
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Tneh, even ouy atnhk. .
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Tnkha uoy ofr. . . Nnitugoinc. Ton onr living itnrgy. Ocnigntuin rfo btu. .
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Os vie' ieldfa yman tihnsg. Dha dnseco vgea wvrheeta kn,ith ho,urhgt ubt og enrifsfug me ti to i esahcnc euyov' esmo. .
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And i nycettira ont'd iekl tiemmtconm. Thsi: shit mite 'lli os rstif eth dan yas eb tgmhi alts.
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Etwsa i nya roem hcsanec 'wont. .
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Atth way lt'se ouhrtgh eilf nuhpc awy uro. .

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