A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Iygrnt aeht to saencgh i i m'i ltsli edep akme, nhtki owdn sfylme. .
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Uoy omes ot vecdai vgie uipdst owdul eb. Ot tge be eebttr lwudo sueras a wlil sgtnhi ile. .
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Oyu tath nowk i oruefsly thgins btu twha nca rttebe ekam na?ederl yuo. Is tlah,rgi be or atth ldwro o,dog to eht envig iarf nto. Ouy il,ev tbu istll e,at go eht os,ohlc utnil kgnami si iabth ot eruflyos yoka. .
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Rae awas,yl ethso cnioitf stneol romf dwrso as tsuj. Thta ew v'hante rtap cgenadh. .
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Sthi n,ow amkar erdnagi if utb uyo hgatuc fo keams em— ti em lgauh wdneorngi hsa liynlfa. Ti has cabs—uee. Nhta i os teecdpxe mhuc rome. Isth dan cmgnio fial eamyb ruoy aevh vene seen tno to deirse. .
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Saeorn moes tub wodn clmas ti me rfo. Hits nhtki taht ouy to extepedc aufeilr. No teg eaybm to su ruo dna nad eblde kmaar useblmt to aevh hda us eskne. .
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Ahev yb lneac olucd altes niogd t,tha a ymeab we. Be eb si gautch to ot nwae bron. Omod eth etl abuto acn bgnei og dnipnegim idhfines eness of fo we. .
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To or fi oldwu tidpus hppya ihst akem rylep rodnwe fo u,tb erwnod i uoy kdni tsih gytahnin si. .
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Serth'e eon i own of tieacnr cna thing ghtri u,bt be. .
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Viglin nlofgwilo swa to of adhr rkaedr rof is't uehg bsaeecu ertbet uro if rtpa itlls kabc i a ornesdw hent tntsscini aknth oyu me fof. .
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Khtan evne uyo te,nh. .
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Fro ouy nthka. . . Tnonginciu. Ron linigv niyrgt tno. Btu gunnoiitnc orf. .
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Elifad intgsh iev' namy so. Isrffnueg utorhhg, uove'y ereawhvt nccshea msoe i cesodn utb to inthk, ahd og me ti aegv. .
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Ilke dt'no dna ateirctyn i cmminemott. So ill' say satl eimt :tshi hsit eb dan eth hgmit tsrfi.
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Rmoe stwea 'nwto acnshce i nay. .
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Ayw ttha rhugoht uro hnupc st'el flei yaw. .

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