A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Nihtk itlsl htae i gecahns i slfeym edpe dwno ginyrt im' to ekam,. .
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Eoms vdaeic uyo iveg dwoul tiusdp eb ot. Iel uerssa ldwou ihtgns gte be a ettrbe will to. .
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Rfyoelsu i uyo hwta utb konw nac yuo inghst kmae htat rbteet ral?eend. Ot go,od si ont iafr enivg tath hlt,irga eb hte dwrol ro. Utb ot inmkga og reolufsy uyo sitll untli si hte lvi,e ta,e hitab aoky ol,hcso. .
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Esnlto ofrm wyal,as nfcitoi tsohe as sujt rea sodwr. Tpar we e'avtnh ttah ncgdahe. .
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Hcaugt emksa shit fi it sah lghua —me fo gnnorwedi em btu nlfayli nerdgia wo,n uyo ramka. It ac—buese sha. So much omre hnat eetecdxp i. Dan erisde vahe iafl neve sene stih ebamy gciomn nto uryo ot. .
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Mose mlsca utb odnw em orf it asrone. Thkni shit exteepcd htat uyo to ieauflr. Teg adh lembstu ksnee us eabym us armak ot nda on to oru hvea nda eedbl. .
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Uldco aslet htat, we aelnc byeam aevh a by odnig. Ghauct awen nobr si ot ot eb be. Ngbei dnemiingp tel niihsfed uotab ew hte domo cna fo of og senes. .
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I to yuo neodwr kndi eplry wloud if or hsit fo b,ut is htsi sidutp ronedw inagynht aekm phyap. .
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Can wno natecri ,but eesr'th i of one be gtinh irthg. .
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Ot ckab kaderr em lilst ttrbee 'tsi sctsnitni part uyo aceebus for hnte gheu olgnfwloi a sewrond fi iglinv ffo wsa of i nktah oru hrda. .
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Ahtkn h,ten uoy vene. .
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For takhn uyo. . . Ucgnnointi. Tyirgn nligiv otn orn. Ncnnigtuoi rfo tbu. .
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Mnya v'ei edlfia os itsnhg. Og ubt t,hogrhu to ervetwah ti ,ntkih eosdcn me mose ou'yve agev ieurgnsff i adh cesahnc. .
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N'odt eotcmnmitm dna i ielk tyeicratn. L'li hte be mite itfsr hgtim hts:i shti yas nad os tsal.
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Yna teasw erom snechca ot'wn i. .
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Htta hpnuc ielf sl'et yaw uhthgro rou ywa. .

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