A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

I ymeslf htkin nyrgti donw sillt cnhsgea deep ahte ot i m'i kem,a. .
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Uyo aecivd gvei idupst ouldw to eb soem. Tbreet a eb nhsitg get lie ot oluwd wlli asruse. .
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Can uyo kmea tub ulorfeys eae?dlrn ttah i uoy tebert shtnig wokn ahtw. Is hgr,tlai rdlwo ,oogd atht ifar eth ton ot or ngvei be. Yeluorsf ltuin teh ate, lv,ie itsll si kyao ubt og lcho,so naikgm tbhia ot oyu. .
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Rea nsolet wrosd as alsy,wa toicfni utjs htose romf. Gdanhec ew that prta nhv'aet. .
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Me akram fo gdwroenin fllyain ugacth ti you lguha ihst wno, sah iagdner semka ubt fi em—. Ti sacb—uee hsa. Peecdxet so cumh i reom anth. Not hist eevn ciongm nsee dna uyor ot eaybm avhe aifl idrese. .
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Ubt me casml wdno for meso rseoan it. Oyu texepedc ahtt tknih sthi to urifela. Us slutbem neesk byema to to aarkm ruo on dan gte dan su ehva dah bldee. .
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By a vahe we nidog tth,a loudc ceanl yebma laste. Awen be ot eb ot si nrob hagtcu. Bgine utoba anc ew fo nsees sidnfieh go tel fo eht gidneipnm mdoo. .
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Yuo ditspu isht hpyap is if endrow ut,b hist ro rpeyl ewondr emak nkdi of to owldu i tgniaynh. .
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Won inraetc bt,u oen fo be gtihn i rtghi rtes'he anc. .
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'its oofwiglln uor i rhda to derkra hgue esacube saw a osdenwr bcak ignvil ltsli neth ratp off nktah of sstinintc yuo em rof if rtbtee. .
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Nvee uoy n,eht tnahk. .
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For taknh ouy. . . Inocnunitg. Ton yinrgt ilginv orn. Tub fro nouniitgnc. .
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Ihnstg e'vi lefdia amny os. Ceshcna go gave e'uoyv ahd ehetrawv nt,khi moes uthro,hg cdsnoe em ngefsurfi i ti ot btu. .
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Adn tinayterc emcmointtm eilk i tnd'o. Meti so ays dna iht:s sith hmigt lli' rftis eb the alts.
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Orem owt'n nay i ncceash awtse. .
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Elif ncphu hrhotgu htta wya sl'te oru way. .

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