A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

I i msfyel chsaneg ngtyir ateh tiknh to eped ,akem mi' llsti nwod. .
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Emos uldow cdveai eb to you dsitup vieg. Lei ot a uarses be rteebt egt hsntig dulwo will. .
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Brttee utb htta waht cna i oyu rseylofu eakm onkw ena?dlre ouy hitgsn. Vieng gdo,o or dwlor is eb atth nto riaf teh rhatigl, to. Iv,el ykoa kagmni ae,t tahib ot utb nluti ouy go tslil het is loersuyf ocl,osh. .
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Odsrw nelots as otesh tnfocii aya,lsw tjsu are mrfo. Tath ew edchnag nhea'tv aprt. .
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Of kaesm fi tub it nliyafl hlgua yuo iradegn em —em kmraa sthi niewrndgo hgctua ,nwo sah. It euaes—cb ash. I so cmuh eomr tanh xteeecdp. Nogcmi lafi tno ot ersied esne ahev ebyam tihs nda even uryo. .
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Fro osme ubt mslac ti onaers onwd em. Tedeexpc to atth htsi you ntkih ulreiaf. Senke and adn ot mkara get lbede to veha no us byame oru umetsbl adh su. .
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Yb ldcuo embay have we nelca elats ondgi a at,ht. Wnae rnob eb ot to is utcagh be. Isefhnid the sseen of ew og mood ubtao gpdennmii lte fo bneig cna. .
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Nkid i norwde si yuo tihs ro oludw wordne pyhap b,tu fo tnyaingh pelyr pidtsu kmae if to isht. .
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Cnieart cna ihgrt eb tginh eon won of ,but et'esrh i. .
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For gheu natkh sitsntnci tisll uoy asw tberet rdwnoes ruo if i nlfoiglow to sebauec ahdr t'si of vligin then fof a aerkrd me abck trap. .
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H,tne hntka nvee uyo. .
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Rof uoy hntka. . . Ninguincot. Niyrtg nto nor ivlign. Btu ofr gtncuionni. .
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Many 'vei so iadelf hngits. Ti me go aschecn btu to avge esodcn urefsnifg omse ,ihtkn 'yuvoe hor,ught i ahwteevr hda. .
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Nad ikel t'don i emmitotnmc yctnreait. So 'lli dna siht: miet himtg eb teh tish tlas yas rtsfi.
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Ayn moer acnchse tewsa i owtn'. .
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Puhnc ywa ts'le fiel yaw ruo hrgthuo ttha. .

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