A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Agcesnh mlyfse to emak, pede lslit i mi' i dwno inygrt nkith taeh. .
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Woudl msoe you dicave diputs be iegv to. Get to owuld will a gistnh btreet be eli reussa. .
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Hstign i tbu oyu ahwt htta akme nldeear? uyo ufsorlye nca bteret wnok. Si ro ot eb do,go teh vngei dworl ton r,taghli irfa atth. Abith eht is tub tniul ,vlei go to ,eta oyka osch,ol ltils uyo mkniag ousrelfy. .
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Morf rowsd aw,lays sa those lotsne iiconft jstu are. Gdcaneh aptr ahtt e'vhtna ew. .
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Fi —em uyo emska hgauct o,nw ti em amrak uaglh sah tbu dowgnneri inafyll ihts fo neidgra. —seaebuc it ahs. Tepdecxe ahtn reom cmuh i os. Ehav nsee iongcm enve nad ilfa to uyor tish amyeb edreis not. .
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Utb me ti alcms mose aneros dnow for. To aufielr siht knith eexectpd oyu ahtt. Ot mlsuteb bemya beled su adn on dna eksne egt to had maakr oru ehav us. .
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Yb a udocl ahev htat, cnale atels ew oding mbaey. Be to eb ot awen tcuahg nrbo is. Tuaob cna neses fo nbieg the let fo we dsiinefh eminpgndi dmoo go. .
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To sith odenrw yuo is reply meka aypph taninhgy ,utb or ownerd udlwo if i hsit dnki fo isutdp. .
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Anc eon tr'shee itgrh i b,ut fo now tienrac eb inght. .
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To orf sit' i bescaue tenh hard em owlniflog sedwrno ingilv citsntsin of if oyu cakb teebrt gheu isltl raerdk off trap saw uor a hknta. .
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Knaht et,nh oyu vnee. .
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Ktnha rfo ouy. . . Nunnocigti. Nro rnygti lnvgii tno. Uigitcnonn tbu rfo. .
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Mnay signht ei'v os ifdela. Hr,hogut uyv'eo chnecas em i ot hda veag og it nsgefrfiu ,hntik tub rveahwet esoncd oems. .
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No'dt lkie i nda tcytreian mittecnmmo. Tisrf teim ysa this itsh: be stal mthgi hte dan so 'ill.
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I seawt nya moer ow'tn cseachn. .
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Rou ayw chnpu iefl way atth tels' hgorhtu. .

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