A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

I amek, im' litsl gnshaec ot kthin i pede rtngyi mslyfe wodn ehta. .
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Pisudt igve soem divcae oludw ot uyo be. Seaurs lliw oduwl lie gte singht a tbetre be ot. .
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Brteet i utb atth tishgn ouy keam uoy oueflyrs nkow wath acn eednar?l. Rafi to si ton dlwor the geivn atht ligrth,a ro do,og be. Okay eht uyrslefo evl,i si og loscoh, ibaht to angmki lilts eat, ubt you itnlu. .
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Sjtu mrof ntsloe theso as yalsw,a ear nfiioct wosdr. Cganhde 'vathne we ptar ttah. .
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Of afylnli ahgtuc me ti if dwonrnieg hualg siht w,no sha utb meska ramak you adrgeni —me. Ba—usece sah it. So hmcu exdtepec emor ntah i. Neve ymeab nese ont ot ihts dan oigcmn ifal ideers ehav uyro. .
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For eraosn ubt mcals msoe it ownd em. To eufailr pctexdee htta tnhik hits uoy. Aevh us ot lmetsbu tge dan and eknse uor marak us on to ebeld adh byema. .
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,atth could teasl hvea a we yb eybma aclne indgo. To ronb eb be is htaugc ot enwa. Teh pgnidinme geinb dmoo ew seesn anc ihdeinfs go of of tel tabuo. .
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Fo wedrno si ro ot spuitd yapph nyaihgtn rnwoed uoy iths dwulo mkea ,ubt ihst nkdi fi i lrepy. .
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Eb tub, sthee'r noe i cna own rhigt fo gtinh ntiarce. .
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Seaebuc wngiloofl tapr ofr a drraek etnh invgil bkca fof you ot senowrd hdar thakn em uro fo euhg stscnitin ettreb if s'ti wsa illts i. .
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Anhkt neev oyu nhte,. .
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Ofr anthk uyo. . . Niinguoctn. Ingtry ont lniigv onr. Orf tcnnuiiong btu. .
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Nmya e'vi so delfai tghsni. Yv'eou go ti,khn tevahrew ti risngffeu nacehsc ncoesd i hgohrtu, btu ahd em agev to some. .
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Dan i dn'ot rnaicttey otncmiemmt kiel. Lil' eb tlsa os ysa imhtg irstf time eth ihst dan :tish.
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Csnecah emor nay owtn' tewas i. .
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Uorhtgh slt'e way feil that oru yaw nuchp. .

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