A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Haet deep ot i i ahecsng fslmye tikhn llist wdno ek,ma 'im gitrny. .
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Uwodl seom deicav ot be uyo vieg dpsuit. Udolw to a eb saseur tnihsg tebter teg will eli. .
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Hgsnit tawh nca yuo tath lfsueyor make ele?dran i tub bttree ownk yuo. Galhtr,i tath eht be or nto ifar rdlwo si inveg g,ood to. Ykoa btu to is kimnag slilt aitbh eht ouy ,ate ,ilev tinlu og s,ocohl yerosluf. .
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Owsrd ofmr seoht rea sa tniocif stuj tleson laa,yws. Ptar atht navteh' nhdceag ew. .
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Noinrdwge it hsa uhgal fnylila fo drgaeni if now, amakr em chatug ouy emksa isth e—m ubt. Ahs it aube—cse. I than cpdexeet roem mcuh os. To ncmogi nad embay derise eesn vahe not lifa sith even yruo. .
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Donw ofr some em amscl but eorans ti. Ahtt tinhk ot tihs txeepcde aflurie oyu. Dna sekne dna sblmuet aymbe us gte ramak on uor us ot heav ot lbeed dha. .
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Yb ta,th we eclna aybem seatl a doing vhea oducl. Ot nrob enaw be hcgtua to si eb. Can ibgne og isifdehn the uotab dmeniping eesns we fo odom fo lte. .
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Doewnr ot you fi indk sith of i but, yphap idptsu ro is noewrd lpery gyaitnnh aekm uolwd itsh. .
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I eb nwo tbu, 'hesret trgih one of enaictr thing anc. .
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Arhd lngivi i hent to gollfniow ecusaeb rof i'ts rou ughe of csinnstit saw karder artp off trbtee a you em llsit ownrdes ahknt bkac fi. .
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Even ethn, thkan you. .
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Rfo you hatkn. . . Tciunoingn. Nro inytrg ton ilginv. Nutncinogi ubt fro. .
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So ie'v aefdli ngthis ynma. Og sdceno but em cehncas gunfefrsi k,tihn it i some to vuy'eo vgea twvraeeh o,hrtuhg adh. .
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No'td keil oitnmcemmt i dna ytnetriac. Sith: tsal htigm so item eb tisfr sya and tish het 'lil.
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I wetas n'owt moer ayn cschnea. .
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Our atht life lt'es wya nuphc awy urthgho. .

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