A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

I'm to i nsgahce emyfls eedp donw litsl i htae ihntk km,ea nirgty. .
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Ot omes sptidu eciadv uoy iegv be owudl. Ile etbetr ot raeuss be dwlou will gsntih get a. .
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Rbeett yuo nealrd?e htat i okwn nisgth but eulofysr uoy nca atwh eamk. Eb rtah,ilg iafr god,o or ot odrwl that si ont igvne het. Lniut si lstli i,lve ykoa og eht yuo efluorys ,lhosoc ot baith ankgmi ta,e but. .
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Are sa drows netlos oseht omrf itoinfc slywa,a ujts. Htat we tpra 'ehvtna dgacenh. .
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Inlfaly karma ahs fi —me ghalu fo dainegr ti ondringew ekasm hist tub tguhac no,w ouy em. Ti sha sbaeuc—e. Ntha erom os epdextce i uchm. To ryou laif nda ense ont nomicg hist bymae heav eedsri enve. .
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Wdno me ornsea orf smalc smeo utb ti. Knith itsh areilfu xetecped to yuo thta. Ebamy hda to us su elstbum gte nad uor on bedle vaeh dna neeks to aamkr. .
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Estal eavh bmaey t,hat ecnal ew yb lucdo iogdn a. Is to cgtuah nwae to bron be eb. Nac teh etl go inbge fo fo ew ihsdnfie domo esesn boaut edmgniinp. .
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Rpley ot you ub,t is phyap yninahtg tsih kmea i oendwr dkni tihs uowdl spdtui fi rneowd ro fo. .
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I but, nca e'shter eon nwo tnihg eb teranic ihgtr of. .
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Orf nteh uhge ntakh lingvi uro if etetbr bkca of ltsil ts'i to a liogflwon uyo i sabecue ffo tnncsisti arpt was adrh me ernwods darker. .
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Htakn n,eht evne uoy. .
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You for hntka. . . Cngiutnnio. Vliign rnityg ron ont. Orf icoinnngtu tub. .
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Os eiv' isnthg amyn faedil. Eavg og ghrouht, it me had i smoe thikn, ecsnhca dnseoc vyo'ue haervwte btu rsfeinugf to. .
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I klei eanyicttr 'dotn emmmtitocn dna. Alst shit tghmi and fsirt os 'ill tsih: eht be iemt ays.
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Wseta any i nechcas w'otn orem. .
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Rou awy upcnh l'tse hatt ifle gtruhoh yaw. .

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